i wish i cld explain how irritated I am
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Join Date: Mar 2013
Location: cape town
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i wish i cld explain how irritated I am
Hi, you know I don't even know where to post or when to start
A new thread not coz the site is confusing - it's coz I'm sick of having
No internet on my pc at home and I have to use this stupid bberry
And I really like going on the site. So actually I don't understand when
Are allowed to post a new thread? You see can't read the FAQ's and stuff
It's too small and slow- it wld take me 3yrs to navigate this site. And
So I guess I'm being childish but actually I'm asking: where r u supposed to
Post stuff? I mean I'm a newcomer so...I think I shld be posting here.
I think I'm being neurotic, sorry. I have to reset my clean date to tomorrow.
Because of all that wrongness last night. Oh!! See I KNEW this was an American
Site (well that doesn't matter) I live in Cape Town - I don't know the time difference
...It is
2019pm now. I will have Sunday before you guys. But I'm sure there are
Others besides USA ppl on here. I can't believe I have spent this whole post waffling
On about inconsequential things.
Basically I have taken a massive huge step today coz I told my ex of 5 yrs to
Leave me alone. And he used to buy me the pharmaceuticals that I abused.
So that he could keep a kind of "contract" going whereby I wld hav sex
With him. Well I could say more.but I will stop here.
A new thread not coz the site is confusing - it's coz I'm sick of having
No internet on my pc at home and I have to use this stupid bberry
And I really like going on the site. So actually I don't understand when
Are allowed to post a new thread? You see can't read the FAQ's and stuff
It's too small and slow- it wld take me 3yrs to navigate this site. And
So I guess I'm being childish but actually I'm asking: where r u supposed to
Post stuff? I mean I'm a newcomer so...I think I shld be posting here.
I think I'm being neurotic, sorry. I have to reset my clean date to tomorrow.
Because of all that wrongness last night. Oh!! See I KNEW this was an American
Site (well that doesn't matter) I live in Cape Town - I don't know the time difference
...It is
2019pm now. I will have Sunday before you guys. But I'm sure there are
Others besides USA ppl on here. I can't believe I have spent this whole post waffling
On about inconsequential things.
Basically I have taken a massive huge step today coz I told my ex of 5 yrs to
Leave me alone. And he used to buy me the pharmaceuticals that I abused.
So that he could keep a kind of "contract" going whereby I wld hav sex
With him. Well I could say more.but I will stop here.
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Hi Anathaine. I don't think you waffled - or that you sound neurotic. You're just beginning to dig yourself out of a dark place. Be patient as you let go of that old life and start your new one. We all have a rough go of it when we first start out.
Glad you are continuing to post. It helps when we don't feel alone. You can do this.
Glad you are continuing to post. It helps when we don't feel alone. You can do this.
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