Hi, you know I don't even know where to post or when to start
A new thread not coz the site is confusing - it's coz I'm sick of having
No internet on my pc at home and I have to use this stupid bberry
And I really like going on the site. So actually I don't understand when
Are allowed to post a new thread? You see can't read the FAQ's and stuff
It's too small and slow- it wld take me 3yrs to navigate this site. And
So I guess I'm being childish but actually I'm asking: where r u supposed to
Post stuff? I mean I'm a newcomer so...I think I shld be posting here.
I think I'm being neurotic, sorry. I have to reset my clean date to tomorrow.
Because of all that wrongness last night. Oh!! See I KNEW this was an American
Site (well that doesn't matter) I live in Cape Town - I don't know the time difference
...It is
2019pm now. I will have Sunday before you guys. But I'm sure there are
Others besides USA ppl on here. I can't believe I have spent this whole post waffling
On about inconsequential things.
Basically I have taken a massive huge step today coz I told my ex of 5 yrs to
Leave me alone. And he used to buy me the pharmaceuticals that I abused.
So that he could keep a kind of "contract" going whereby I wld hav sex
With him. Well I could say more.but I will stop here.
