ladyhawk69

I just realized a pattern with my AAexB. First rehab July 07 (7/07), second one Aug 08 (8/08), third attempt was a mental health facility in Sept 09 (9/09). The only place he hasn't been is jail. Is that what awaits Oct 10? (10/10) I hope not...... We only dated for a year, I wasn't around for the rest of it. I was just thinking about stuff and it popped into my head. Very strange pattern............

ladyhawk69

nevermind...no 08/08 brain fart....tried to edit msg after posting but to no avail...... 08/08 was when i met him. just getting some feelings out without bothering friends....lol

wicked

ladyhawke,

i play these numbers games all the time. no need to worry.
just put it out there. i gotcha completely my dear.
:ghug3

luckyrina

They say the addiction leads to Jails, Institution, and Death.

teke

(((((ladyhawk))))))

you and yours are in my prayers

ladyhawk69

Thanks, it's so much easier (and supportive) to get feelings out here. When you call friends who haven't been there, the only response you get is just "Let it go, you're better off without him" blah blah Although I KNOW that, there are still feelings that I need to process. It's not just a switch you can turn on and off. When you have been permanently damaged by something (someone) you have to work through the steps. Work in health issues of your own and add in a little family drama, well....it takes time.

Thanks to everybody here!