Need to talk....and sort things out.
I'm trying hard to remain calm but the anxs is overwhelming. I have butter flys in my gut.....
Yesterday, my car died while I was going to get an estimate because it was hit back in May. It just stopped and I coasted into a parking long so I needed a tow. My sister came and helped out with her AAA card so I didn't have to pay for tow. My concern was my sister had been drinking all day and I could tell when she came. Ok that is her problem.
I'm sober and dealing with many things with the loss of my mother 2 years ago and I'm living in her house getting it ready to sell. I have no clue where to live because I'm on SS and the rents around her are terribly high.
Right away I want to run into therapy, but really????? I'm conflicted terribly. Since mom died, I've never really grieved being in her house here. I see know hope in this town for socialization for a young 65 year old who loves to have fun. I love people and isolation is taking over.
I'm venting I know, but I need to. Thanks for reading.