Day 80
Day 80
Today is my 80th day without alcohol. It's been ok for the most part but a couple of times it's been pretty rough. Went to a hockey game and there were 11 of us going all together and I was literally the only one not drinking. I felt so out of place and awkward. A couple of weeks ago went on a business trip and was in a gift shop, there was a cool looking bottle of tequila and I was like ... hey, this looks so cool! ..... my friend laughed and said.... you are no fun since you got sober. I'm feeling proud yet still down and lately been really having to talk to myself about why I quit. I posted on here earlier, probably about 30 days sober, and made the comment about not feeling like I was fun anymore or could have fun and someone made the comment that "Yeah, that's why you felt you needed to quit was because you were so much fun". I honestly thought that was a rude comment but that comment has kept me sober on more than one occasion. Just checking in and ... keepin on keepin on.
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