Getting real: How do you set goals & structure in your new recovery life?
Getting real: How do you set goals & structure in your new recovery life?
My recovery is going well but I can't figure out how to get a life again. My life was such a facade and delusion. I was very dishonest to myself. I was faking it but I wasn't making it. Then again maybe I'm just being too hard on myself.
I can't seem to brush myself off and make a life for myself. I feel lost without a road map.
I can't seem to figure out how to structure my day, get things done, figure out what I want, set goals, take action. I am extremely unmotivated and can't push myself either. Little things seem to take an awful lot of effort. Things that people do automatically. I'm not sure why this is. This is certainly not how I want to live, but I don't know how I want to live.
I look around all the sober people in AA, and they seem to have figured out what I can't figure out.
I can't seem to brush myself off and make a life for myself. I feel lost without a road map.
I can't seem to figure out how to structure my day, get things done, figure out what I want, set goals, take action. I am extremely unmotivated and can't push myself either. Little things seem to take an awful lot of effort. Things that people do automatically. I'm not sure why this is. This is certainly not how I want to live, but I don't know how I want to live.
I look around all the sober people in AA, and they seem to have figured out what I can't figure out.
It's definitely difficult to get motivated in early recovery.
For me starting simple was the best plan. You don't need to conquer the world in a day, and you'll most likely fail if you try to.
How about just writing down a simple list of things you want to do today - it could even just be one thing like "clean the living room". Or "go for a walk". Then maybe the next day you could cleand the kitchen AND go for a walk.
As addicts, we crave instant gratification - but the world is not set up to work that way. Over time your mind will adjust, just don't over-do it.
For me starting simple was the best plan. You don't need to conquer the world in a day, and you'll most likely fail if you try to.
How about just writing down a simple list of things you want to do today - it could even just be one thing like "clean the living room". Or "go for a walk". Then maybe the next day you could cleand the kitchen AND go for a walk.
As addicts, we crave instant gratification - but the world is not set up to work that way. Over time your mind will adjust, just don't over-do it.
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Were there things you enjoyed doing before drinking got in the way? Set some goals to get back to those. For me it was hiking and backpacking. When I quit dinking I was out of shape and grossly over weight. I started with 15 minute walks and today I'm doing some serious trips. And I'm a year shy of 60. Don't expect anything to happen overt night. But if you keep at you'll be amazed where you can go. Baby steps.
How about just writing down a simple list of things you want to do today - it could even just be one thing like "clean the living room". Or "go for a walk". Then maybe the next day you could cleand the kitchen AND go for a walk.
As addicts, we crave instant gratification - but the world is not set up to work that way. Over time your mind will adjust, just don't over-do it.
That's a complicated question because I've spent my life not allowing myself to do things I think I would enjoy.
I'm terrible at goal setting. Any suggestions? That's cool you got back into hiking and backpacking. What a great way to connect with nature and be in the here & now.
All good advice. I've got to figure out what it is I want to do, set mini goals, and take the baby steps to reach them. I seriously have never done this before and I am afraid I won't be able to. I've lived my life on autopilot. I'm probably just overcomplicating it again though. Maybe it's not as difficult as it sounds.
Set some goals to get back to those. For me it was hiking and backpacking.
When I quit dinking I was out of shape and grossly over weight. I started with 15 minute walks and today I'm doing some serious trips. And I'm a year shy of 60. Don't expect anything to happen overt night. But if you keep at you'll be amazed where you can go. Baby steps.
[QUOTE=Pathwaytofree;6609770How do I recommend getting over this?[/QUOTE]
practice over T.I.M.E.
"I'm terrible at goal setting."
not really. you set a goal each morning to go to bed sober.
you set a goal at mealtime to make something to eat, then do it.
theres other things ya set goals for without realizing it.
because youve done it for some T.I.M.E.
practice over T.I.M.E.
"I'm terrible at goal setting."
not really. you set a goal each morning to go to bed sober.
you set a goal at mealtime to make something to eat, then do it.
theres other things ya set goals for without realizing it.
because youve done it for some T.I.M.E.
When it comes to work or business objectives I am ok with goal setting. There is a business saying, if you aim at nothing, you are sure to hit it.
But on a personal level, not so much. I got into the popular culture, kind of a spinoff from business, that you gotta have goals etc, but I struggled to identify them, and when I did, a few days later I had changed my mind or forgotten about them altogether. I have trouble visualizing the future in a meaningful way.
I know folks who are great at planning. They have their whole life planned out from when they are children. And, unless they die on the way, they seem to mostly get what they wanted. I just don't relate to that. Goals that far out are so unreal to me.
Somewhere along the way the keep it simple principle kicked in. I realized my real purpose is to fit myself to be of maximum use to God and the people around me. There's a goal I can relate to because I can achieve it every day if I wish and take the action. For me a goal is my will, which is fine if it happens to be Gods will as well, but if it isn't I am back in self will and all the frustrations that go with that.
Getting my will in line with Gods will seems to be the real goal. Bringing that into effect seems to be very much influenced by how I start my day. A few moments prayer for guidance and the removal of self seeking motives, and a little meditation and thought around my plans for the day, seem to set me on the right track. You can read more on this in the directions for step 11.
The odd thing is, for as long as I have been living this way, God seems to have provided me with everything I need to live happily, which has included the freedom and resources to pursue a life long dream.
In the end, not many of my plans and designs worked out, but it transpired that God had much better things in store. A life beyond anything I could have imagined. If I couldn't imagine it, it would have been impossible to set a goal for it, so such goals as I had were really selling myself short. Faith with works is a better path IME.
But on a personal level, not so much. I got into the popular culture, kind of a spinoff from business, that you gotta have goals etc, but I struggled to identify them, and when I did, a few days later I had changed my mind or forgotten about them altogether. I have trouble visualizing the future in a meaningful way.
I know folks who are great at planning. They have their whole life planned out from when they are children. And, unless they die on the way, they seem to mostly get what they wanted. I just don't relate to that. Goals that far out are so unreal to me.
Somewhere along the way the keep it simple principle kicked in. I realized my real purpose is to fit myself to be of maximum use to God and the people around me. There's a goal I can relate to because I can achieve it every day if I wish and take the action. For me a goal is my will, which is fine if it happens to be Gods will as well, but if it isn't I am back in self will and all the frustrations that go with that.
Getting my will in line with Gods will seems to be the real goal. Bringing that into effect seems to be very much influenced by how I start my day. A few moments prayer for guidance and the removal of self seeking motives, and a little meditation and thought around my plans for the day, seem to set me on the right track. You can read more on this in the directions for step 11.
The odd thing is, for as long as I have been living this way, God seems to have provided me with everything I need to live happily, which has included the freedom and resources to pursue a life long dream.
In the end, not many of my plans and designs worked out, but it transpired that God had much better things in store. A life beyond anything I could have imagined. If I couldn't imagine it, it would have been impossible to set a goal for it, so such goals as I had were really selling myself short. Faith with works is a better path IME.
Thanks tomsteve. What does T.I.M.E. stand for?
That's a good point. I hadn't thought of that.
"I'm terrible at goal setting."
not really. you set a goal each morning to go to bed sober.
you set a goal at mealtime to make something to eat, then do it.
theres other things ya set goals for without realizing it.
because youve done it for some T.I.M.E.
not really. you set a goal each morning to go to bed sober.
you set a goal at mealtime to make something to eat, then do it.
theres other things ya set goals for without realizing it.
because youve done it for some T.I.M.E.
But on a personal level, not so much. I got into the popular culture, kind of a spinoff from business, that you gotta have goals etc, but I struggled to identify them, and when I did, a few days later I had changed my mind or forgotten about them altogether. I have trouble visualizing the future in a meaningful way.
I know folks who are great at planning. They have their whole life planned out from when they are children. And, unless they die on the way, they seem to mostly get what they wanted. I just don't relate to that. Goals that far out are so unreal to me.
I always wished I had a mentor for my life. You know like a wise uncle, a motherly teacher, a parent like boss or something. But I know that's not gonna happen this late in the game. My husband was able to sort of take things from people he met along the way. I could never seem to do that. Like I did well in school if a teacher sort of took me under their wing, but otherwise I got lost in the shuffle. And unfortunately therapists don't want to be mentors, they want you to figure sh*t out on your own, and I just can't. I have tried repeatedly and it's frustrating to no end.
Somewhere along the way the keep it simple principle kicked in. I realized my real purpose is to fit myself to be of maximum use to God and the people around me. There's a goal I can relate to because I can achieve it every day if I wish and take the action. For me a goal is my will, which is fine if it happens to be Gods will as well, but if it isn't I am back in self will and all the frustrations that go with that.
Getting my will in line with Gods will seems to be the real goal. Bringing that into effect seems to be very much influenced by how I start my day. A few moments prayer for guidance and the removal of self seeking motives, and a little meditation and thought around my plans for the day, seem to set me on the right track. You can read more on this in the directions for step 11.
The odd thing is, for as long as I have been living this way, God seems to have provided me with everything I need to live happily, which has included the freedom and resources to pursue a life long dream.
In the end, not many of my plans and designs worked out, but it transpired that God had much better things in store. A life beyond anything I could have imagined. If I couldn't imagine it, it would have been impossible to set a goal for it, so such goals as I had were really selling myself short. Faith with works is a better path IME.
I am happy for you that you trusted God and seeked His will and that He has given you a life beyond anything you imagined. The gift of recovery!
How do you recommend I go about having more faith and works?
Thanks and sorry for the rambling. I'm trying to be honest with myself and this helps.
How much sober time do you have? Don't be so hard on yourself. I tried to do too much early on. My eyes weren't even pointed in the same direction when I walked into the halls. My advice - early on, keep it simple. Go to meetings. Ask for help. Get a sponsor. Do the next right thing in front of you and wonderful things will happen. My first year I was a complete train wreck. Good lord. I put on 65lbs, I cried constantly, I smoked like a chimney, I barely slept etc. It gets better and it gets easier. Today I have a blanced, healthy life. It's normal to feel out of control when you first get sober. I liken it to Rip Van Winkle....you wake up and go "AHH Oh My God, my life is a disaster, what happened?!" and you want to fix it immediately. Don't. Baby steps. One thing at a time. Rest. Drink water. Eat healthy. Go to meeting. Get a sponsor. I know I am repeating myself...but keep it simple in the beginning. Everyone was a newcomer at some point in time.
XOXOXO
XOXOXO
Hi PTF,
Having some trouble quoting today, so I will just post a couple of general comments.
A book that is very useful if you can't sleep ( little joke) is William James Varieties of Religious Experience.
In it he talks about the "once born" and the "twice born" the latter coming from a conversion experience. The once born are the folks like your friend. They just fit into life, have no problems, know where they are going . We all know plenty of them. The twice born are the once born who didn't quite get it right on the first go.
My life was like that. It crashed on take off. Unhappy, useless, no sense of purpose, couldn't fit in, full of fear all of that stuff. According to James, folks like me, not always alcoholic either, had been known to have spontaneous conversion or spiritual experiences, which had given them a second chance. They were reborn with a whole new set of ideas and attitudes, and the former misery departed. The prerequisite for this was complete defeat and surrender.
So those of us in AA who had spiritual experiences were reborn, or became what WJ called, twice born. Asleep yet?
The steps are the AA path to that experience.
The gift of sobriety? It is not a gift, a price has to be paid and that is the destruction of self centredness. Not everyone is prepared to pay that price.
I guess evidence of paying the price will be faith with works. Again from the big book, unless a person continues to perfect and enlarge their spiritual life through work and self sacrifice for others, they could not survive the certain trials and low spots that lay ahead.
In the end it all breaks down to a simple formula, trust God, clean house, and help others.
There is another fellowship called all addicts anonymous. It is like AA squared. They have a recommended daily practice that is very effective, much much tougher to do than it sounds. I think it would be worth a try.
Get out of bed one hour early.
Read big book or other spiritual material for 20 minutes.
Meditate for 20 minutes
Exercise for 20 minutes.
Try it for a few weeks and see how you feel.
Having some trouble quoting today, so I will just post a couple of general comments.
A book that is very useful if you can't sleep ( little joke) is William James Varieties of Religious Experience.
In it he talks about the "once born" and the "twice born" the latter coming from a conversion experience. The once born are the folks like your friend. They just fit into life, have no problems, know where they are going . We all know plenty of them. The twice born are the once born who didn't quite get it right on the first go.
My life was like that. It crashed on take off. Unhappy, useless, no sense of purpose, couldn't fit in, full of fear all of that stuff. According to James, folks like me, not always alcoholic either, had been known to have spontaneous conversion or spiritual experiences, which had given them a second chance. They were reborn with a whole new set of ideas and attitudes, and the former misery departed. The prerequisite for this was complete defeat and surrender.
So those of us in AA who had spiritual experiences were reborn, or became what WJ called, twice born. Asleep yet?
The steps are the AA path to that experience.
The gift of sobriety? It is not a gift, a price has to be paid and that is the destruction of self centredness. Not everyone is prepared to pay that price.
I guess evidence of paying the price will be faith with works. Again from the big book, unless a person continues to perfect and enlarge their spiritual life through work and self sacrifice for others, they could not survive the certain trials and low spots that lay ahead.
In the end it all breaks down to a simple formula, trust God, clean house, and help others.
There is another fellowship called all addicts anonymous. It is like AA squared. They have a recommended daily practice that is very effective, much much tougher to do than it sounds. I think it would be worth a try.
Get out of bed one hour early.
Read big book or other spiritual material for 20 minutes.
Meditate for 20 minutes
Exercise for 20 minutes.
Try it for a few weeks and see how you feel.
Most of my adult life was a series of events..connections always in the company of alcohol. In some ways the real me only woke up about 20 months ago. To cope with the horror of my ultimate rock-b and heal and grow...for goals and plans I
- Keep it simple.
- Set 4 or 5 goals which can be achieved 9not bullsh.t ones- but real ones) that can be met in 6 months.
- set daily goals...the night before, by having a running list of to do stuff.
- journal if stuff happens
- look to over 6 months time...to begin working on.
- get help- from counselor, finance people, computer geeks- who ever to help me realise my goals.
- Keep it simple.
- Set 4 or 5 goals which can be achieved 9not bullsh.t ones- but real ones) that can be met in 6 months.
- set daily goals...the night before, by having a running list of to do stuff.
- journal if stuff happens
- look to over 6 months time...to begin working on.
- get help- from counselor, finance people, computer geeks- who ever to help me realise my goals.
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I agree with setting a FEW goals to accomplish a day in early recovery. I would find myself off of several days drinking @ night, looking around that a house that was in disarray, a yard that needed mowed, work that need to be finished , laundry that needed done, shrubs that needed cleaned. I would then go into a "frenzy" trying to get things back in order. No way I could accomplish this in ONE day, get down on myself, frustrated with my "lack of completing these goals" and go buy a bottle. Rinse and repeat for years. I mainly drank at night, but was hungover in the day so I couldn't get much done on my to do list.
I've learned that my standards are just too high. I needed to take baby steps on completing these things and not be so hard on myself. Hope this helps. If you're in early recovery some days it was just completing some work, unloading the dishwasher, cooking dinner and the rest was binging on netflix until that kids get home.
Setting unrealistic goals to complete in a day ALWAYS threatened my sobriety.
I've learned that my standards are just too high. I needed to take baby steps on completing these things and not be so hard on myself. Hope this helps. If you're in early recovery some days it was just completing some work, unloading the dishwasher, cooking dinner and the rest was binging on netflix until that kids get home.
Setting unrealistic goals to complete in a day ALWAYS threatened my sobriety.
My first goal was to get outside, and by myself. I didn't spend much time outside when I was drinking. I did 1 hour a day, and after a week I started doing a little more when I could. Spending that quiet time with myself helped me get to know me a little better. I would just walk every morning - some fresh air and no one else around can do a lot to clear your head! The exercise helped too.
From there I added more and more goals, but take your time and figure out what you really enjoy!
From there I added more and more goals, but take your time and figure out what you really enjoy!
Enough that I shouldn't be in this place.
That is a really good point. I stressed myself out over my step work and procrastinated a lot during my 4th step. So I think I'm just now fully "coming to".
Can you give me examples of what this looks like?
I bet you must help a lot of people, Bunny. :-)
Thank you
Don't be so hard on yourself. I tried to do too much early on.
Do the next right thing in front of you
My first year I was a complete train wreck. Good lord. I put on 65lbs, I cried constantly, I smoked like a chimney, I barely slept etc. It gets better and it gets easier. Today I have a blanced, healthy life. It's normal to feel out of control when you first get sober. I liken it to Rip Van Winkle....you wake up and go "AHH Oh My God, my life is a disaster, what happened?!" and you want to fix it immediately. Don't. Baby steps. One thing at a time. Rest. Drink water. Eat healthy. Go to meeting. Get a sponsor. I know I am repeating myself...but keep it simple in the beginning. Everyone was a newcomer at some point in time.
XOXOXO
In it he talks about the "once born" and the "twice born" the latter coming from a conversion experience. The once born are the folks like your friend. They just fit into life, have no problems, know where they are going . We all know plenty of them. The twice born are the once born who didn't quite get it right on the first go.
My life was like that. It crashed on take off. Unhappy, useless, no sense of purpose, couldn't fit in, full of fear all of that stuff. According to James, folks like me, not always alcoholic either, had been known to have spontaneous conversion or spiritual experiences, which had given them a second chance. They were reborn with a whole new set of ideas and attitudes, and the former misery departed. The prerequisite for this was complete defeat and surrender.
So those of us in AA who had spiritual experiences were reborn, or became what WJ called, twice born. Asleep yet?
The steps are the AA path to that experience.
The gift of sobriety? It is not a gift, a price has to be paid and that is the destruction of self centredness. Not everyone is prepared to pay that price.
I guess evidence of paying the price will be faith with works. Again from the big book, unless a person continues to perfect and enlarge their spiritual life through work and self sacrifice for others, they could not survive the certain trials and low spots that lay ahead.
In the end it all breaks down to a simple formula, trust God, clean house, and help others.
There is another fellowship called all addicts anonymous. It is like AA squared. They have a recommended daily practice that is very effective, much much tougher to do than it sounds. I think it would be worth a try.
Get out of bed one hour early.
Read big book or other spiritual material for 20 minutes.
Meditate for 20 minutes
Exercise for 20 minutes.
Try it for a few weeks and see how you feel.
Read big book or other spiritual material for 20 minutes.
Meditate for 20 minutes
Exercise for 20 minutes.
Try it for a few weeks and see how you feel.
Most of my adult life was a series of events..connections always in the company of alcohol. In some ways the real me only woke up about 20 months ago. To cope with the horror of my ultimate rock-b and heal and grow...for goals and plans I
- Keep it simple.
- Set 4 or 5 goals which can be achieved 9not bullsh.t ones- but real ones) that can be met in 6 months.
- set daily goals...the night before, by having a running list of to do stuff.
- journal if stuff happens
- look to over 6 months time...to begin working on.
- get help- from counselor, finance people, computer geeks- who ever to help me realise my goals.
- Keep it simple.
- Set 4 or 5 goals which can be achieved 9not bullsh.t ones- but real ones) that can be met in 6 months.
- set daily goals...the night before, by having a running list of to do stuff.
- journal if stuff happens
- look to over 6 months time...to begin working on.
- get help- from counselor, finance people, computer geeks- who ever to help me realise my goals.
I agree with setting a FEW goals to accomplish a day in early recovery. I would find myself off of several days drinking @ night, looking around that a house that was in disarray, a yard that needed mowed, work that need to be finished , laundry that needed done, shrubs that needed cleaned. I would then go into a "frenzy" trying to get things back in order. No way I could accomplish this in ONE day, get down on myself, frustrated with my "lack of completing these goals" and go buy a bottle. Rinse and repeat for years. I mainly drank at night, but was hungover in the day so I couldn't get much done on my to do list.
I've learned that my standards are just too high. I needed to take baby steps on completing these things and not be so hard on myself.
Hope this helps. If you're in early recovery some days it was just completing some work, unloading the dishwasher, cooking dinner and the rest was binging on netflix until that kids get home.
Setting unrealistic goals to complete in a day ALWAYS threatened my sobriety.
My first goal was to get outside, and by myself. I didn't spend much time outside when I was drinking. I did 1 hour a day, and after a week I started doing a little more when I could. Spending that quiet time with myself helped me get to know me a little better. I would just walk every morning - some fresh air and no one else around can do a lot to clear your head! The exercise helped too.
From there I added more and more goals, but take your time and figure out what you really enjoy!
From there I added more and more goals, but take your time and figure out what you really enjoy!
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