dsmaxis10

Yes I had thirty days and said well I must not be alcoholic and drank two days in a row. Day one had four years before bad bottom then. But now really no harm comes from my drinking by luck so far. Almost got into a drunk driving accident missed a trailor by a foot. Anyways I just can't stay motivated to stay sober I'll always be disabled and on disability so I get bored and drink. What the hell who's gonna date a schizophrenic that's on disability and lives with his parents. I'm not saying it to complain I accept it and am no longer mad at God. I feel blessed. I need to find something I would enjoy to help others less fortunate then me. As step twelve the only step I haven't done.

Dee74

I was on disability and bored so I drank. I'm still on disability Dmaxis but I'm not bored and I no longer drink.

I didn't think anyone would want to date me either, but I was wrong.

Things can and do change - if we put in the effort.

Find a purpose - whatever that purpose is.

I'm positive God does not want you to waste the gift of the life He gave you.

D

ScottFromWI

Sorry to hear that dmaxis. Why not try to get that step 12 finally? Or try something else? The next time you might get in that accident and injure or kill someone else...could you live with that?

IOAA2

Hi.
I needed to stay on step one for a long time because I had so many relapses. It’s the toughest one to do and the only one we need to do perfect.

BE WELL