Don't Celebrate
Don't Celebrate
... drinking and I don't know why. When we have our house mtg tonight I will be drunk and everyone will know and I will probably be put on the street and yet knowing this I went to the liquor store and am in my room drinking. Had 6 months two days ago, again. I had this justified feeling before the first drink and instead of relief upon drinking I feel this horrible clarity, a clarity I cannot see or feel unless I'm drunk. I do not understand- am I constitutionally incapable??? Am I just a louse? Am I a bad person?
It is also why newcomers need sponsors or guides to alert them of the emotional pitfalls and walk through struggles of getting sober--BEFORE picking up the drink. It's also why there's a set of steps suggested as a program of recovery that teach principles for living life on life's terms. The emotional sobriety comes in time and yes, celebrations do resume contingent on one's spiritual condition...
To the newcomers? Why not put the 'yabbuts' aside and focus on the solution rather than the problem? What have you got to lose? Sanity? Freedom? Life? Those are gonna go anyway, and in that order (if you're really lucky) if left untreated... Your misery will be fully refunded (with interest) if you want to go back where you are...
peaceness
This is an example I refer to when I say, "Don't Celebrate!" after making a milestone, taking a chip, achieving a particular birthday, etc.
This is an example I refer to when I say, "Don't Celebrate!" after making a milestone, taking a chip, achieving a particular birthday, etc. The sense of accomplishment, euphoria, congratulatory egoism is an extreme emotional high that can be as devastating as the lows for folks who don't have a solution to address the feelings that come as a result of not drinking.
I personally feel the key is daily work towards the ultimate goal of sobriety.
what's so for some isn't true for all.
learning how to celebrate without drinking is entire possible and highly desirable. and i wouldn't ever discourage the person who'll hopefully bake me a cake for my next milestone
learning how to celebrate without drinking is entire possible and highly desirable. and i wouldn't ever discourage the person who'll hopefully bake me a cake for my next milestone
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Disagreeable or unexpected problems are not the only ones that call for self-control. We must be quite as careful when we begin to achieve some measure of importance and material success. For no people have ever loved personal triumphs more than we have loved them; we drank of success as of a wine which could never fail to make us feel elated. When temporary good fortune came our way, we indulged ourselves
in fantasies of still greater victories over people and circumstances. Thus blinded by prideful self-confidence, we were apt to play the big shot. Of course, people turned away from us, bored or hurt.
Now that we're in A.A. and sober, and winning back the esteem of our friends and business associates, we find that we still need to exercise special vigilance. As an insurance against "big-shot-ism" we can often check ourselves by remembering that we are today sober only by the grace of God and that any success we may be having is far more God's success than ours.
Finally, we begin to see that all people, including ourselves, are to some extent emotionally ill as well as frequently wrong, and then we approach true tolerance and see what real love for our fellows actually means. It will become more and more evident as we go forward that it is pointless to become angry, or to get hurt by people who, like us, are suffering from the pains of growing up.” Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, Step 10
in fantasies of still greater victories over people and circumstances. Thus blinded by prideful self-confidence, we were apt to play the big shot. Of course, people turned away from us, bored or hurt.
Now that we're in A.A. and sober, and winning back the esteem of our friends and business associates, we find that we still need to exercise special vigilance. As an insurance against "big-shot-ism" we can often check ourselves by remembering that we are today sober only by the grace of God and that any success we may be having is far more God's success than ours.
Finally, we begin to see that all people, including ourselves, are to some extent emotionally ill as well as frequently wrong, and then we approach true tolerance and see what real love for our fellows actually means. It will become more and more evident as we go forward that it is pointless to become angry, or to get hurt by people who, like us, are suffering from the pains of growing up.” Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, Step 10
Well, one should also ask how many people gave themselves a nice pat on the back after reaching a milestone, and then went on to achieve another sober milestone, and then another sober milestone, and another, and another . . .
Of course, there's nothing wrong with suggesting that humility may be a good course of action to help maintain sobriety, but taking a little pride in one's behavior and accomplishments is hardly "an extreme emotional high". IMO, it's a good thing.
Of course, there's nothing wrong with suggesting that humility may be a good course of action to help maintain sobriety, but taking a little pride in one's behavior and accomplishments is hardly "an extreme emotional high". IMO, it's a good thing.
I just 'celebrated' my 21st month milestone by helping others which in turn helps me
When i was part of AA i was told the 24h chip is the most important so i gave it to my father i only collected my 6 & 8 month chips
Wasnt at a mtn on the other milestones
Didnt pick up a year chip as i had left AA at that point and i 'Celebrated' with my 4 yr old neice
Found SR at 13 months and i was counting my milestones until i reached 18 months now i dont count & i had to be reminded by a wall post that yesterday was my 21st month milestone sometimes i forget
some people count some people dont if you dont fair enough but if you do you know why your 'celebrating'
SOBRIETY
When i was part of AA i was told the 24h chip is the most important so i gave it to my father i only collected my 6 & 8 month chips
Wasnt at a mtn on the other milestones
Didnt pick up a year chip as i had left AA at that point and i 'Celebrated' with my 4 yr old neice
Found SR at 13 months and i was counting my milestones until i reached 18 months now i dont count & i had to be reminded by a wall post that yesterday was my 21st month milestone sometimes i forget
some people count some people dont if you dont fair enough but if you do you know why your 'celebrating'
SOBRIETY
I just 'celebrated' my 21st month milestone by helping others which in turn helps me
When i was part of AA i was told the 24h chip is the most important so i gave it to my father i only collected my 6 & 8 month chips
Wasnt at a mtn on the other milestones
Didnt pick up a year chip as i had left AA at that point and i 'Celebrated' with my 4 yr old neice
Found SR at 13 months and i was counting my milestones until i reached 18 months now i dont count & i had to be reminded by a wall post that yesterday was my 21st month milestone sometimes i forget
some people count some people dont if you dont fair enough but if you do you know why your 'celebrating'
SOBRIETY
When i was part of AA i was told the 24h chip is the most important so i gave it to my father i only collected my 6 & 8 month chips
Wasnt at a mtn on the other milestones
Didnt pick up a year chip as i had left AA at that point and i 'Celebrated' with my 4 yr old neice
Found SR at 13 months and i was counting my milestones until i reached 18 months now i dont count & i had to be reminded by a wall post that yesterday was my 21st month milestone sometimes i forget
some people count some people dont if you dont fair enough but if you do you know why your 'celebrating'
SOBRIETY
Congratulations my friend!!!
Different strokes for different folks, for sure.
My problem was anything worth doing, including celebrating should be done to excess!!! I attempt to temper most things today......with the exception of cake
The solution for me is indeed a daily reprieve based on the maintenance of my spiritual condition. I am around 8 week from a year.......I still smile when I get a chip for sure, but not much else. Maybe when I hit 25 years I will cheer.......
I was taught we pick up a chip for us but also for the guy who is following us so they may witness that sobriety for this ole drunk is indeed possible.
Hope! That's the resounding chorus we should all "celebrate" each day, by grace.
All who are sober today are winners!!
My problem was anything worth doing, including celebrating should be done to excess!!! I attempt to temper most things today......with the exception of cake
The solution for me is indeed a daily reprieve based on the maintenance of my spiritual condition. I am around 8 week from a year.......I still smile when I get a chip for sure, but not much else. Maybe when I hit 25 years I will cheer.......
I was taught we pick up a chip for us but also for the guy who is following us so they may witness that sobriety for this ole drunk is indeed possible.
Hope! That's the resounding chorus we should all "celebrate" each day, by grace.
All who are sober today are winners!!
It depends, as always, on attitude. I would never discourage anyone from celebrating if their approach is gratitude. Life is to be lived joyously as in "happy, joyous and free" certainly reason for celebration! After receiving my 30-day chip with accompanying applause and hugs, I was still crying in the middle of the night. I was terrified it meant I was going to drink again and called my sponsor who told me they were tears of joy! That was the first time I ever experienced it well into my 40s. I will forever be grateful for that celebration shared with the loving members of AA. The "click" of alcohol's euphoria can't compare with real joy.
When I hit 1 year sober I could not escape the thought of having a drink to celebrate. Even realizing that this thought was total insanity it persisted. Sometimes we need to learn new ways to celebrate, as well as new ways to think.
We don't seem to handle success to well. We are used to living in chaos the idea of everything running smoothly is foreign to us.
Harsh reality of this is seeing that person come back all beat up after a relapse keeps me going to meetings. I still enjoy watching people get their lives on track staying sober.
Harsh reality of this is seeing that person come back all beat up after a relapse keeps me going to meetings. I still enjoy watching people get their lives on track staying sober.
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I think this is more about learning to celebrate without alcohol, than celebrating / feeling pride being a problem.
Of course for alcoholics who have looked for every excuse to drink, celebrating with alcohol (meaning getting completely hammered) is very reflexive. It's a response to a little success that you've trained yourself to do. But you can untrain yourself, and that's the whole process of overcoming alcohol. It's unlearning all the dumb things you trained yourself to do.
Of course for alcoholics who have looked for every excuse to drink, celebrating with alcohol (meaning getting completely hammered) is very reflexive. It's a response to a little success that you've trained yourself to do. But you can untrain yourself, and that's the whole process of overcoming alcohol. It's unlearning all the dumb things you trained yourself to do.
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'As an insurance against "big-shot-ism" we can often check ourselves by remembering that we are today sober only by the grace of God and that any success we may be having is far more God's success than ours'
Hey skg,
I am not being difficult and don't wish to offend anyone but I really am struggling to get this. I don't see how this is a helpful idea. In fact I don't even know who or what we are referring to here? Does this mean 'God' takes the blame when things go wrong too? Or just the credit when things go right? I get the fact there are lots of people and processes that are involved in helping someone get sober and they all deserve huge amounts of appreciation but I am at a loss to understand what 'God', even the vague all encompassing definition has to do with this. And I especially do not understand why he / she / it / they would deserve to get the all the credit. If you've barely anything to do with it in the first place why bother? To me this is just as powerless as the relationship with alcohol in the first place. I just find these kind of statements part of an absolute muddle of messages you find in recovery circles that I personally find really unhelpful and struggle to see how they can possibly help anyone get better. Again I don't want to offend anyone - I'm just at a loss to understand this idea. If it has helped people recover and they are happy with this concept - brilliant. But equally I think this could be really unhelpful for people who are not coming at this problem from a very very specific angle. Hope all is well
Hey skg,
I am not being difficult and don't wish to offend anyone but I really am struggling to get this. I don't see how this is a helpful idea. In fact I don't even know who or what we are referring to here? Does this mean 'God' takes the blame when things go wrong too? Or just the credit when things go right? I get the fact there are lots of people and processes that are involved in helping someone get sober and they all deserve huge amounts of appreciation but I am at a loss to understand what 'God', even the vague all encompassing definition has to do with this. And I especially do not understand why he / she / it / they would deserve to get the all the credit. If you've barely anything to do with it in the first place why bother? To me this is just as powerless as the relationship with alcohol in the first place. I just find these kind of statements part of an absolute muddle of messages you find in recovery circles that I personally find really unhelpful and struggle to see how they can possibly help anyone get better. Again I don't want to offend anyone - I'm just at a loss to understand this idea. If it has helped people recover and they are happy with this concept - brilliant. But equally I think this could be really unhelpful for people who are not coming at this problem from a very very specific angle. Hope all is well
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I love to celebrate! I have acknowledged my quit date every year with something fun...one year I went sky diving, another a helicopter ride, new shoes, sunset boat cruise, one year a friend threw a surprise party, etc, etc...and I usually get new ink around that time every year...and when I quit smoking I celebrated by sleeving my right arm. Good times, and not just my yearly date. I celebrate so many things. I didn't quit drinking to be unhappy. I am free, so I can celebrate life!
Bad things don't make someone drink and good things don't make someone drink...allowing the mind to use any of life's events as excuses to drink is what ultimately makes someone drink, imo.
Bad things don't make someone drink and good things don't make someone drink...allowing the mind to use any of life's events as excuses to drink is what ultimately makes someone drink, imo.
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I don't see how this is a helpful idea. In fact I don't even know who or what we are referring to here?
Does this mean 'God' takes the blame when things go wrong too?
Or just the credit when things go right?
If you've barely anything to do with it in the first place why bother?
To me this is just as powerless as the relationship with alcohol in the first place. I just find these kind of statements part of an absolute muddle of messages you find in recovery circles that I personally find really unhelpful and struggle to see how they can possibly help anyone get better.
If it has helped people recover and they are happy with this concept - brilliant.
But equally I think this could be really unhelpful for people who are not coming at this problem from a very very specific angle. Hope all is well
PM me anytime--and thanks for the questions!
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