still here, just about
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still here, just about
hi guys. felt really quiet recently. haven't said much. haven't been very good. sorry. been in a&e twice over the weekend, for a couple of reasons, begged for help with detox, they sent me home saying they couldn't do anything, both crisis team and general staff, stitched me up and let me go. i've seen the detox nurse and doctor at the detox place yesterday and they are trying to get stuff rushed through for me, they're all nice there at least - had blood test and got in-patient paperwork kicked off. i feel like i've just been a moron here and made a lot of stupid noise and i'm still a mess, really drunk tonight, had a blackout from 11 until 1am, came to about an hour ago in my ex's house, realised where i was and left. thought i would check in anyway, not sure if anyone gives much of a **** but either way, still here.
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Noone here thinks you're a moron 
I'm glad they're trying to rush things through for you.
The very best thing you could do til then is try with all your might not to drink, or at the very least limit yourself....it sounds like things are getting pretty messy and even dangerous?
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I'm glad they're trying to rush things through for you.
The very best thing you could do til then is try with all your might not to drink, or at the very least limit yourself....it sounds like things are getting pretty messy and even dangerous?
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thanks dee, yeah. st patrick's day isn't great for me anyway, ....don't know if you guys do trigger warning but this is a TW for rape-
it's the 'anniversary' of a rape... like when i was 17 was out with a mate and there was a lock-in at this loccal irish pub and i was fed a load of jd and coke and the next thing i remember is coming round in an ex's house being ****** by him and a (male) ex. yeah i'm a guy. i'm bi. whtever.
never talked abiout it properly cause it's like what am i supposed to do or say, it's like.... you were drunk yeah? so how do you make out like you were ******* raped when you were inebriated.
it's the 'anniversary' of a rape... like when i was 17 was out with a mate and there was a lock-in at this loccal irish pub and i was fed a load of jd and coke and the next thing i remember is coming round in an ex's house being ****** by him and a (male) ex. yeah i'm a guy. i'm bi. whtever.
never talked abiout it properly cause it's like what am i supposed to do or say, it's like.... you were drunk yeah? so how do you make out like you were ******* raped when you were inebriated.
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Originally Posted by lycanlaz 
never talked abiout it properly cause it's like what am i supposed to do or say, it's like.... you were drunk yeah? so how do you make out like you were ******* raped when you were inebriated.
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PS I loved this article about consent... http://www.buzzfeed.com/jobarrow/why...pgm#.jov06xgap
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that's a realy good article beccy. thanks. wanted to express a bit of gratitude for your reply even though i'm struggling to formulate coherent responses in my head... or in any way... surrised i'm managing to type at all right now lol. i'm grateful fro the support. bit scred to try and sleep like i keep having awful nightmares. just counting down the days until whenever the detox might be.
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