Still want to go home.
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Still want to go home.
Thought it would be better this morning but I feel worse. Just laying here in bed listening to stupid cannons and loud cars.... Almost 11AM.
I tried to get out of this. I knew it would be a disaster. I just want to go drink by myself somewhere where no one knows me or cares. Because really all that matters to anyone is if I drink. They don't care how I feel or what's best for me.
This marriage counseling is a joke. I should have told my therapist about this stupid trip. I know he would have been supportive of me. I'm sharing a room with my husband, 15yr old son and his perfect little friend who can do no wrong.
His friend is still in here otherwise I'd call my therapist..
I tried to get out of this. I knew it would be a disaster. I just want to go drink by myself somewhere where no one knows me or cares. Because really all that matters to anyone is if I drink. They don't care how I feel or what's best for me.
This marriage counseling is a joke. I should have told my therapist about this stupid trip. I know he would have been supportive of me. I'm sharing a room with my husband, 15yr old son and his perfect little friend who can do no wrong.
His friend is still in here otherwise I'd call my therapist..
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Originally Posted by 1undone 
Because really all that matters to anyone is if I drink.
They don't care how I feel or what's best for me.
but
first we must keep the plug in the jug
that can be the only starting place
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Originally Posted by Mountainmanbob
well all of those feelings get straightened out later
but
first we must keep the plug in the jug
that can be the only starting place
MM
but
first we must keep the plug in the jug
that can be the only starting place
MM
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Didn't you say you were in Florida? There must be something you can do that would be enjoyable. Can you get to the beach or something. If it's warm outside I would get out and just enjoy the outdoors. I hope you can find something to get out of yourself.
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I went home. We were up in St. Augustine for the yearly Christmas town PARTY. THATS THE WAY I VIEW IT.
IVE HAD A MIGRAINE since yesterday so I am now in my own bed. Long drive home but glad to be here. I'm so sick from tension and allergies. Wish I could sleep but this is crazy sinus migraine.
Called my marriage counselor before leaving to warn him of my decision and our next session. :/
IVE HAD A MIGRAINE since yesterday so I am now in my own bed. Long drive home but glad to be here. I'm so sick from tension and allergies. Wish I could sleep but this is crazy sinus migraine.
Called my marriage counselor before leaving to warn him of my decision and our next session. :/
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