Originally Posted by
Mountainmanbob 
well all of those feelings get straightened out later
but
first we must keep the plug in the jug
that can be the only starting place
MM
Agreed, the only way out of your addiction is to continue moving forward sober regardless of everything else around you. Shut the other distractions out as best you can. Find other ways to occupy yourself until you go home, Make it home sober and pat yourself on the back for your strength. Then the rest can be dealt with on even terms. Don't dwell or delve into it now in a weak position, hold fast to your convictions right now and make it through sober. You can do this.