After detox...
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After detox...
I am still new here....I was an IV opiate who has been clean 3 months. But have traded that addiction for alcohol. I go to detox Friday. My biggest fear is learning to live without having that high to look forward to It was a reward system; a crutch. Life seems so boring sober. How do you fight that and learn to live drug/alcohol free?
You have to search for that natural high, something that releases endorphins the healthy way. Try lighting some scented Vanilla or Lavender candles. Exercise lightly, just enough to get a release from it without stressing you physically. Watch some comedy or read the comics, anything to get you smiling. Immerse yourself in a really good music album while soaking in the tub or cuddling under a warm blanket.
Just try to think of things that make you happy and get you a natural release. If there is a hobby that gives you satisfaction at seeing or hearing the result, it will take up free time and give you the release when you enjoy your finished work.
Occupy yourself and don't dwell on the impulses, they will go away in time.
Just try to think of things that make you happy and get you a natural release. If there is a hobby that gives you satisfaction at seeing or hearing the result, it will take up free time and give you the release when you enjoy your finished work.
Occupy yourself and don't dwell on the impulses, they will go away in time.
I loved getting high and drunk. But once I quit I realized how much in the clutches of addiction I was. Now I'm free.
Nothing boring about that!
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Thank you for your replies! All of those ideas mentioned I love! I just can't help but worry how it will be sober! Watching water boil high is "fun"! Not so much sober. I just want to be happy again..Once that door was opened to me, I know it is there and there are things out there that escalate my level of happiness; as destructive as they are. My problem escalated very quickly!
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I am still new here....I was an IV opiate who has been clean 3 months. But have traded that addiction for alcohol. I go to detox Friday. My biggest fear is learning to live without having that high to look forward to It was a reward system; a crutch. Life seems so boring sober. How do you fight that and learn to live drug/alcohol free?
Yeah, I miss the excitement.
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LOL! I know it's not funny..but you made me laugh! Some of those things are so true! It hurts and it reminds me of the consequences of living to get high! I know it will be a constant struggle! I am just so scared to fail! Not sure where to focus!
My life was pretty boring when I got sober too. After all, who doesn't miss vomiting in the street, waking up on your neighbor's lawn, not remembering what you did from about five minutes after getting home from work, daily fatigue, multiple trips to the ER after passing out at work and in public, apologizing for things you don't remember saying or doing, losing family and friends after a whole lot of unnecessary drama, waking up outside surrounded by cops after falling from a second-story window the night before, getting fired, being homeless, and being unwelcome no matter where you go? What with the damage I did to my liver, pancreas, digestive system and my central nervous system, including my brain, I always had something to look forward to.
Yeah, I miss the excitement.
Yeah, I miss the excitement.
Thanks EndGame!
But, what if there was a life you could lead that you found infinitely better than the old one. Where you wake up in the morning excited at the prospect of the new day, where you meet people and do things that give you a deep sense of satisfaction, where you retire at night happy with what you have done, who you have met, and amazed at what you have achieved. Where life is interesting and you are completely at ease, and where you get immense pleasure from helping others?
That's what happened to me when I joined a 12 step fellowship, and followed a few simple suggestions.
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