pinkdog

Hi Maxx, I had to forgive myself. Do the best you can for today. Best wishes. Congratulations on your sobertime.

TopFlight

This post definitely relates to a lot of the stresses I've been going through during my sobriety as well. I feel a lot of the mistakes I made when I was younger, I'm paying for now. Not that it's necessarily a horrible thing, but it definitely makes me more aware of how negative influences can effect me and steer me in the wrong direction.

Things may not be exactly where I want them now, but I'm optimistic about my future. I want it too bad for me not to succeed

Bostonsportsfan

You can't just the past only the future.

You gotta let past mistakes go and move forward.

Bostonsportsfan

Somehow I said just instead of change.

MrGhost

Yeah, I know what you mean.

Because of my drinking, I risk now losing my 16 years of computer work that,
I could've made incredible amounts of money with each month. Amounts people can only dream of, all from working at home chilled back relaxing.

But I haven't even gotten around to deal with that yet, got too much other **** going on.

But when I do I'm sure it's going to hurt, and I won't be able to help but look back at times and feel horrible about it. But that's if I do lose anything, I hope I don't.

MaxxPower

This SR community is something else..

Thanks for the quality advice everyone..great support.

This recovery stuff is tough business, not for the faint of heart.

Im winning though...1st Halloween without booze since high school

Never knew how LOUD and ANNOYING Halloween is when your trying to sleep