Diary of a Mad Cow - Sober Edition
Woe is Moo.
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Lenina, is double edge sword. Would very much be relief to commune with fellow foul-mouth, atheist, nihilist, cynical, anhedonic, bleak black, rage-filled soul who think humans is worst mistake evolution ever make. HOWEVER, even if these souls exist, I not entirely sure would be good for my recovery or my mood.
I real here. On this forum. This is Cow. Lot of you tolerates me okay, even though some has get mad at me from time to time. This comfort me, although I know is maybe just cuz I entertaining in some such way. But in real life, if you my friend and I real with you and not perform, you not be able to stands me for very long at all! Even with very close friend I know for 20-30 year, I still very much 'faking' it in the real world.
Sometime I try to be real and say how I really thinking and feeling but shock and repulsion reactions tell me to pull back. I not want to subject my friend to my 'real' self because is not often pleasant and sometime is very dark and shocking. They not need that. I think is kindest to perform, yes?
I real here. On this forum. This is Cow. Lot of you tolerates me okay, even though some has get mad at me from time to time. This comfort me, although I know is maybe just cuz I entertaining in some such way. But in real life, if you my friend and I real with you and not perform, you not be able to stands me for very long at all! Even with very close friend I know for 20-30 year, I still very much 'faking' it in the real world.
Sometime I try to be real and say how I really thinking and feeling but shock and repulsion reactions tell me to pull back. I not want to subject my friend to my 'real' self because is not often pleasant and sometime is very dark and shocking. They not need that. I think is kindest to perform, yes?
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(((Cow))) of course, it's polite to follow social conventions. Being with my friends helps me feel better. They make me laugh and I make them laugh, we vent spleen, shake our fists at whatever is outraging us at the time,
Love from Lenina
Love from Lenina
Woe is Moo.
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This is the end.
Of lot of things. I think. I hope. But of this thread, for sure. You see, threads is only allowed to go to 500 postings, and so, we has to say goodbyes to Diary of Mad Cow II. I going on little vacation, but of course I be back soon, as I can no leave you crazy chuckleheads for too long. Who knows what kind of troubles you get into.
Of lot of things. I think. I hope. But of this thread, for sure. You see, threads is only allowed to go to 500 postings, and so, we has to say goodbyes to Diary of Mad Cow II. I going on little vacation, but of course I be back soon, as I can no leave you crazy chuckleheads for too long. Who knows what kind of troubles you get into.
Woe is Moo.
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Mr. D!
I know, I just want to give peoples a head up as I sure they have important last words for this not too successful, mostly futile, entirely uneventful chapter in my life. Remember, you promises not to start new thread for me, due to my OCD hyper-controlling writerly thing and all.
FoolsG....that the stuff. Would be interesting to hear it auto-tune. Would probable be hilarious with all gritty soul, emotion and vocal nuance removed. Would sound like Bieber singing it.
I know, I just want to give peoples a head up as I sure they have important last words for this not too successful, mostly futile, entirely uneventful chapter in my life. Remember, you promises not to start new thread for me, due to my OCD hyper-controlling writerly thing and all.
FoolsG....that the stuff. Would be interesting to hear it auto-tune. Would probable be hilarious with all gritty soul, emotion and vocal nuance removed. Would sound like Bieber singing it.
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Mr. D!
I know, I just want to give peoples a head up as I sure they have important last words for this not too successful, mostly futile, entirely uneventful chapter in my life. Remember, you promises not to start new thread for me, due to my OCD hyper-controlling writerly thing and all.
I know, I just want to give peoples a head up as I sure they have important last words for this not too successful, mostly futile, entirely uneventful chapter in my life. Remember, you promises not to start new thread for me, due to my OCD hyper-controlling writerly thing and all.
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Hello Cow, I just wanted to let you know that I love reading your posts. I haven’t responded before, but I am intrigued by your honesty and appreciate your sense of humor. Hoping you find whatever it is that will bring you some serenity; please don’t stray too far.
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