Anoronha

I don't feel like drinking but I feel angry and self pity right now. I wont share on here. I slept really badly last night. I need to talk to someone about this that understands what it is like to be bipolar. I talked to my sponsor today and it was great. I have to wait a long time to see my doctor to get meds tweaked wait until there is a cancelation she is booked for the month. I hope I can wait that long. Mostly I am angry at being bipolar because I really thought that I could get of my meds. I try and tell myself everybody has something hard they have to deal with in life and sometimes others have worse things but I still feel angry. I talked to my sponsor about this in the morning.