spacestation

I'm shaking like leaf. I woke up and was going over every angry thought I have ever had.

The thoughts just kept comming, I couldnt stop another bad thought. God this is what happens with age. I want to scream. Hmmmm I listened to a lot of hardcore metal music today, and I'm frazed.

I can get into music the same as booze, just a maniac for both.

And both at the same time. Now time to come down, F I have said that again and again.

Positive, Positive, Positive.

Quaker shaker Baker.

Man this is bad times.

Wastinglife

Hi Space,
Are you shaking because you are going through withdrawal? I've been up for two days coming down from a bender myself.

spacestation

Q: Hey man why dont you keep chainsmoking and drinking till you are done?
A: Hold on, I have some merrit, just dont ask me right now.
Q: you have gone down the rabbit hole, havent you?
A:I want to escape this, it's really more than alcoholism, ahhhhhhh!

spacestation

Yes, and thanks, I will be comming down for a while, Problem is I have a little demon that alwais wants to go up. So totally bad when this addiction controls. And in my case it does and quit now if you can.