Sidney14

Think I am losing it, maybe it is the wheater but I am in a really bad mood, my head is about to explode............my have become very impatient with my teenage daughter and also with my little ones, this having time off and not knowing what I am going back to today I just have trouble surrendering,,,,,,,,,,,,,I exercise, I get up early drop little ones off at childcare at my work, which is ironic in itself, but you still have to pay for it, plus they get really bored at home, why is this taking so long for the fog to lift, I am starting to see glimpses of myself again , but today I am feeling like a trainwreck, .............am just so frustrated with it all at the moment and I am praying for strength, but I feel beaten,,,,,,,,,

sugarbear1

it will get better

give time time

DAB

Hang in there Sidney!
It will get better.
Say the Serenity prayer, it usually helps me.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference.

tomsteve

well, there is a good point to this. you say yer goin crazy, so ya aint there! thats progress!
it could be that with the fog lifting, yer startin to feel what life is really like.
7+ years into recovery and i can have days like twhat you describe. i see yer prayin and thats a good thing. one thing i learned is there are times i gotta get tough with my HP and tell him he needs to help me or someones gonna get hurt! seems to work prettygood!

keep on trudgin!!! it will get gooder!

robgt350

i hope it gets better for you sindey