Blacked out.
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Blacked out.
I blacked out last night.
Woke up about 30 minutes ago with a half empty 5th next to the bed.
My ABF (correct terminology I think?) was released from jail last night.
We talked, which is what kind of fueled it all.
Got into a big fight because I called him a liar.
IDK how he can blame me for calling him a liar because of how everything looks but he does and just expects me to trust him.
IDK Tho because I don't really fully remember talking to him.
I guess I thought I could have a coupe drinks just to get me through the stress of all of this and it would be okay/I could control it.
IDK why I thought that. For the record, prior to the last couple weeks when he got arrested, I was sober 8 months.
Woke up about 30 minutes ago with a half empty 5th next to the bed.
My ABF (correct terminology I think?) was released from jail last night.
We talked, which is what kind of fueled it all.
Got into a big fight because I called him a liar.
IDK how he can blame me for calling him a liar because of how everything looks but he does and just expects me to trust him.
IDK Tho because I don't really fully remember talking to him.
I guess I thought I could have a coupe drinks just to get me through the stress of all of this and it would be okay/I could control it.
IDK why I thought that. For the record, prior to the last couple weeks when he got arrested, I was sober 8 months.
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Join Date: Sep 2010
Location: Ireland
Posts: 1,641
Fenway,
I am sorry. It is going to be a tough day for you.
It is going to be an even tougher life though, if you don't start taking a bit of the advice you are given. Even listen to yourself!
Read all your threads and consider them.
You are so young and have so much going for you.
Show me your company, and I will tell you what you are made of.
Lie down with dogs and you get fleas.
Let go, or be dragged.
Going down with a sinking ship.
Do you see what I am saying?
Give yourself a chance.
And stop drinking! You are starting to use him as an excuse! Stop it!
Go to a meeting and start working on you.
You must learn from this or you will repeat this all your life.
I am sorry. It is going to be a tough day for you.
It is going to be an even tougher life though, if you don't start taking a bit of the advice you are given. Even listen to yourself!
Read all your threads and consider them.
You are so young and have so much going for you.
Show me your company, and I will tell you what you are made of.
Lie down with dogs and you get fleas.
Let go, or be dragged.
Going down with a sinking ship.
Do you see what I am saying?
Give yourself a chance.
And stop drinking! You are starting to use him as an excuse! Stop it!
Go to a meeting and start working on you.
You must learn from this or you will repeat this all your life.
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Australia
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Hi Fenway
We've been on this journey together a while. I really don't want to see you going back to where you used to be.
make a stand with yourself now....and change your direction FF - you deserve better
D
We've been on this journey together a while. I really don't want to see you going back to where you used to be.
make a stand with yourself now....and change your direction FF - you deserve better
D
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Join Date: Sep 2010
Location: Norfolk, VA
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Bad choices rarely result in good outcomes. You have some very important choices to make: about your boyfriend, about your future releationships, about drinking. The right choices will turn your situation around, if that's what you want.
Or you can keep on doing what you are doing...which is a choice too. Just not a good one.
Good luck.
Or you can keep on doing what you are doing...which is a choice too. Just not a good one.
Good luck.
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Join Date: Feb 2010
Location: NJ
Posts: 20,458
i really hate to see you throw away all of your hard work and educational opportunities.
please don't be your own worst enemy....it's not the direction you want to go. ask for FTF help and therapy. ask your parents and maybe move in with them for a while so you are not alone.
please don't be your own worst enemy....it's not the direction you want to go. ask for FTF help and therapy. ask your parents and maybe move in with them for a while so you are not alone.
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