And the madness just gets more and more!
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And the madness just gets more and more!
All week I have been having nightmares that I am drunk. Waking up in the middle of a panic attack and having to physically et up and go for a walk to settle myself down, convince myself it is just a dream. The no drinking is easy this time, as long as I do not leave the house that is. I walked past a weatherspoons the other morning at 8am and was soooo tempted to go in and have a beer. I somehow managed to walk on by and distract my attention onto something else.
But these dreams,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, crazy crazy dreams, I used to always wake up in serious panic when drinking, now I am doing the same, but am even doing this when L'm not drinking. How weird. Quite emotional to wake up thinking you've started drinking again.
But these dreams,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, crazy crazy dreams, I used to always wake up in serious panic when drinking, now I am doing the same, but am even doing this when L'm not drinking. How weird. Quite emotional to wake up thinking you've started drinking again.
I used to have dreams of beautiful colored bottles lined up on a sunny shelf, and I was on a cruise ship or something, and in the dream I knew I was going to drink on this cruise,-- and I'd wake up with that sick shame feeling.
This did stop after awhile - can't remember how long.
This did stop after awhile - can't remember how long.
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