hopeless2day

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The journey begins.

I can't do this no more, I can't. I always quit because physical symtoms, well, one is back that I swore off if it ever came back.

I'm sick of surrounding myself with sick drunks at bars, only to be taken advantage of day in and day out. Most only like me for what I can give to them, or what I have to offer.

It stops today, I have a meeting at 7pm tonight, I will be sober in 3 hours or so. I can't keep doing this.

I am a inconsiderate piece of ****. I am thankful for nothing but my next drink. Yet, I have so much to be thankful for, but I don't have time to see it due to my never ending binges.

I need strength, for just one hour and I will take it from there.

anew

(((((((H2D))))))) Prayers and best wishes for you!

sunrise1

Welcome... glad you're taking some action. Keep coming back.

VeeTee

Welcome H2D - these next few hours are probably going to be painful, but get yourself onto the path of recovery - you are worth it!

Keep coming back - life is going to get better and inner peace can return!
vee

TheTinMan

If you have to, take it one minute at a time. (((H2D)))

ellis

try not to be hard on yourself
you are in the midst of a disease
you are just ill right now
you can get well
take care
and go to lots of meetings
they will help .

hopeless2day

One hour at a time.

Opivotal

My heart goes out to you. I remember very well the place your at right now. Please hold on and you can reclaim your soul. If I could send you strength I would. Know that you are not alone. Stay here and read until the urge to drink passes and when it strikes again do the same. It helped me so much my first week. When I couldn't sleep I would come here and read until I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer. Get to the meeting and get as many contacts and numbers to call as you can. Just don't give in. I know it's not easy! Nothing in life worthwhile is.

Best Wishes to You!

NoBeerChris

I felt this way 4 days ago.. I am now working on day 4 doesn't sound like much but each day is easier if u get 48 hours u r well on ur way...I have drank to get drunk 99 % of every day for the last 13 years...my favorite part is being guilt free in the AM - do anything else but stop the maddness.I'm not sure I will win but im gonna bust it trying

hopeless2day

Still sober