kae

I just texted my sponsor

lildawg

Good job, Kae! It's hard to ask for help when you believe nobody cares about you. Or, at least, it is for me. I'm always afraid people are going to say, "But, lildawg, I don't want to help you. I don't even *like* you."

Kudos to you for having the courage to reach out. Keep moving forward!

kae

I just feel like she is going to turn around and say I don't really want to be clean since I've been using like once a week

lildawg

Hmmm . . . she might. Don't worry about what hasn't happened, though. Wait until it happens, and, then, figure out what to do next. Worrying now isn't going to change how she responds to you. Just take it minute by minute.