3 years, 3 months, 24 days. Still struggling.
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3 years, 3 months, 24 days. Still struggling.
Christ. I have this self-hatred that just stews inside of me. It simmers for months and then begins to boil and just leaves this horrible slime all over my life. I don't have a drinking problem. I have a thinking problem that drives me to drink. I am just so tired of this. I am so close to just breaking down and giving up. I can't win when I am fighting myself.
I am exhausted.
I am exhausted.
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I'm sorry you feel that way after all this time Chango.
I think most of us here need something more than just not drinking to be happy.
Sorry, I'm not up on your history - what have you done to try and fill that void we all used to fill by drinking?
Do you see a therapist/counsellor for example?
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I think most of us here need something more than just not drinking to be happy.
Sorry, I'm not up on your history - what have you done to try and fill that void we all used to fill by drinking?
Do you see a therapist/counsellor for example?
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