bab

I have been lurking here for quite a while now though I have never posted. ibshakey I could be you except for the fact I don't drink everyday. When I do it is never good. Friday night I don't remember leaving the bar. Horrible, horrible feeling. I know I need to stop but I like you have been to AA about 20 years ago. Just doesn't seem to be for me although I might try again. I know it sounds stupid but I don't want to run into people I know. That is my biggest fear. I have to stop before something bad happens. I have never lost anything (YET) but I really don't want it to be my life.