Fears about AA meetings
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How hard was it for you to tell that first person? I think I might want to tell my Mom. You know a heart to heart with her. I dont talk to anyone like that, so its kind of a scary proposal. I would like to tell her that I am going to go to some meetings. That I just dont want this to get out of control. She has alot to deal with and I hate to be a burden. She thinks I have it all together. I feel like I am so blessed with my life, that I should'nt have anything to complain about. My husband loves me, my son is my life, my job is good, my friends and family are wonderful. thanks for the ear.
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Houston TX
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I have been asking myself that same question all week long. I have a tendancy to latch on to ideas like a bulldog. I get so wrapped up in whatever I am doing. I did however, start looking for answers because I felt it was not normal to drink the amount that I do everynight. Like last night and everynight for the last 4months or so. And off and on for the last two years.
Or, you could try drinking 1, and only 1 glass of wine every night.
I used to think I could quit or moderate on my own (and there are people who do this), despite mounting evidence to the contrary. On occasion, with a lot of effort, I could stop after just one, but it was never something I wanted to do, I had to force myself. I could stand up to anything except temptation. Funny, I like ice cream, but I don't have any difficulty stopping after the first bowl.
I used to think I could quit or moderate on my own (and there are people who do this), despite mounting evidence to the contrary. On occasion, with a lot of effort, I could stop after just one, but it was never something I wanted to do, I had to force myself. I could stand up to anything except temptation. Funny, I like ice cream, but I don't have any difficulty stopping after the first bowl.
I am thankful though that I am not miserable and insane because I utilized the program of AA this time as I knew that drinking was no longer an option for me.
But I guess if someone lost the obsession and was not miserable it might prove they did not have a problem.
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