t_a_n_y_a_

I leave tomorrow morning. 11am. Detox. 7 days. I'm terrified. Scared. I don't know what to do. Ive taken too much valium. I've relapsed again. My friend is picking me up in the morning to take me. I have to talk to my registrar to explain and then heading over to detox. I'm so terrified. Do I really belong there? I mean heck I donly drink.....some people do heroin and harder drugs and are far worse then me.....Anyways i'll be here tonight, i wish i had support from those around me but I don't. So I'm just gong to stick around and read posts and hopefully respond to some as well.

CarolD

I am proud of you for making a wise decision!

Anna

I think you are doing the right thing too Tanya.

I hope it goes well and that you keep in touch with us here.

angel08955

You're in my prayers. hang in there.

Taiman

Toronto has some good recovery programs and treatment centres which the detox may lead to. There are many good people who work in these centres and some have been where we have been or where we are.

There many support systems in Toronto to help you!

I'll say a pray to Christ, God, Allah, Mohamed, Yaweh, Moses and Buddha for ya!

FriendofBill

Good girl!

Good luck. cant wait to see the new you..and yes, you will be re-newed!

zoomer

(((((((((((Huggys)))))))))) and good luck. You'll be fine and it can only make things better for you!

t_a_n_y_a_

Thanks to all I'm scared out my mind. My friend a previous addict is going to take me and help me through and visit me while i'm there. I'm hoping this will give me the strength to get sober for good. Ultimately to help me realize I deserve to be sober, I deserve to enjoy things in life and to finally cut complete ties off with a very abusive person in my life. Once again, thank you. I don't really pray in the "real" sense I imagine but I will be thinking of all of you.

Grasshopper

My prayers are with you,
keep on,keepin on!!!!

collinsmi

Good luck, I bet it won't be nearly as bad as you fear.