I Was Living Dead
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I Was Living Dead
I barely found sr a month or 2 ago. before this i was fresh out of rehab looking for someone to talk to. looking for a friend. i found sr. i cant say i found exactly what i was looking for but i did find something to help me stay sober. something to remind me where i was and where i can be. and keeps me in touch with where i am now. i was a meth addict and drug dealer selling my body for an extra pound or killing myself with what i had and blaming everyone else.
i wieghed 90 - 95 pounds and i was shooting needles in my arm at the age of 17. i diddnt even want to quit because the life i was living was a dream come true. i was the living dead. i was physically alive but dead in everyother aspect. some said i even looked dead.
it took a fist fight between my dad and my ex-fiance, my younger sisters tears and the sight of blood on my dad that brought me back to reality. the life i was living was reffered to the dope game over there. the game had the best of me and the only way to get out of it was death itself.
somehow i managed an escape and my family was safe. and now here i am
i wieghed 90 - 95 pounds and i was shooting needles in my arm at the age of 17. i diddnt even want to quit because the life i was living was a dream come true. i was the living dead. i was physically alive but dead in everyother aspect. some said i even looked dead.
it took a fist fight between my dad and my ex-fiance, my younger sisters tears and the sight of blood on my dad that brought me back to reality. the life i was living was reffered to the dope game over there. the game had the best of me and the only way to get out of it was death itself.
somehow i managed an escape and my family was safe. and now here i am
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