GAdhl83

hello my name is dustin and i am an alcoholic.



first i like to apologize for my bad english, i am from the netherlands and i recently moved to the states. i will not lie i am innebriated at the time of writing this post i am most usually inebriated from waking up in the morning to until i go to bed at night. it started something as fun i do for entertainment but soon become something every day. i can not do day to day events without before getting drunk. my work boss is angry, i am only 23 and have no wife no kids and family is in netherlands. i have drug addiction to cocaine i have do cocaine most always days. work as kitchen cook i not always have money i sometime do things shame i have for. i have give oral sex for another man for money. i have steal , i do not think is cool or funny. i have much shame for myself. i need help. in netherlands cocaine not illegal but i never used cocaine at home. i need help, this is ruining my life.

Latte

Keep posting. That is all I can really say.

Are there others around who know about your drinking and drugging that could help?