pinktee18

After cleaning it up and getting my head in the right place for a few weeks its all starting to click. I'm doing private therapy since I'm not down with groups and I'm a private person, but my counselor is great and were getting to the point. Reflecting back about where I've been is eye opening I can't undo the destruction or hurt I have caused, but all I can do is keep moving forward adn being the best I can be sober and clean. I stay occupied and I think in the terms of just for today that I won't drink or use and I've found myself less attracted to bars or other party places, but being content with quiet calm atmospheres.

Acheleus

I have a good counselor and I feel like talking to her helps me to learn how to have relationships with people at work/school/community. And yes bars are not places where happy, fulfilled people spend a lot of their time. I rarely met anyone who was curious and energetic in a bar, they all seemed worn out.