milkshake24

I have been taking cocaine for about 4 years after my life fell apart and ended up homeless. Even though things are better now I feel completely overwhelmed by my addiction, even though I don't sniff everyday I feel the urge to do so after a few days.

I have completely destroyed my nose and I'm sure there is no fixing it... my family has no idea how far my addiction has come or even that I am taking cocaine. Does anyone have any advice on how to overcome my addiction without rehab?

Quit123

Read my thread “Cocaine... Worried”

Opivotal

Here's the link if you would like to read, Milkshake.

https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...e-worried.html (Cocaine .. Worried ..)

Mrdenial

Hi, I am an addict and my drug of choice is also coke. I was using large amounts daily, got in huge debt and couldn’t stop, and also have a damaged nose. The best way to help your nose, now the damage is done is stop using.
I achieved this by attending regular NA meetings, sharing, swapping phone numbers, and getting a sponsor.
For many years I used daily and despite the journey and difficulties, I am a recovering addict and now clean. I was in denial for a long time, holding me back.
I still have behaviour of an addict I now realise that, but I am clean and on track for recovery to happen.

Good luck.

Mr Denial