Tiredofdrugs

Congrat's on seven months clean Redman! That's fantastic! Keep posting the good stuff and keep celebrating the clean days!

Proud of ya!

TOD

RedManc7

Cheers TOD likewise - keep the faith lets all stay strong - turning 40 in jan was also a big motivation - I refused to turn 40 a heroin addict - it had so many negative connotations and I really felt that is turned a corner when I woke up clean and feeling good on my 40th. I'd had loads of other landmarks I said I was gonna be clean by (me mam visiting from Europe, fail, my aunt visiting- nope- those should have been strong enough reasons but I was flawed in my thinking about addiction then. It's really hard to truly accept - once you do- it's pretty straightforward! But that bloody acceptance piece can take years!!