Mamahawk

I feel crazy. One minute I'm happy, then I'm crying. Ugh. Five minutes ago I was smiling now I'm crying. I know I can't change 20 years of addiction in 10 days I just feel crazy. The days are long so long. I have that want to use feeling in my chest but my mind says heck no. But I hate that feeling. It's so intense. I feel sick to my stomach knowing I can't make it go away. I just want to feel normal but I guess this is better than feeling guilty and praying I'll live through how many pills I took. I just hate this desperate feeling and knowing it will be there for a long time. I hate how behind every thought every action the pills lurk.

DecBaby

This feeling will pass. Just like you were laughing and are now crying, you'll soon be laughing again. This rollercoaster is normal. It will be like this for a little bit but things will start to even out.

finaltime

Yes this is normal, your body doesn't know what to do. It is feeling, let it. cry cry cry cry it is okay.