21 Days Clean Today.
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21 Days Clean Today.
Hey guys I've been gone for awhile you how it is. Opiates were obviously running my life so I wasn't posting anything on here and even if I was it would just be diaries of a junkie. Well I have 21 days clean today I didn't want to post until I had some decent time under my belt because in the past I would always relapse between days 1 and 14. My mind feels so clear today. I already registered for student loans yesterday so I can be in school by spring semester. I'm really hoping this is my time to shine. I know 3 different connects I could be blowin up right now for oxys but I don't want to and that to me is the best part. Turning down negative opportunities and learning to not act on impulse is probably the best thing I am learning. Never forget who you were. The second you forget is the second you don't care about your actions anymore. A special thanks to everyone on here that encouraged me I never forgot your words. -- Ben. 
KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!
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Thanks everyone! I'm on day 22 now and had a sudden urge to use on my way to the store for 2 gallons of milk. It was quickly squashed though. Only the impulse part of the urge seems worth it but then when you actually factor in brain cells and thought it becomes laughable. Like really how insane would it be to start that vicious circle again nah eff that. I'm even 22 days clean from cigarettes too and I don't recommend quitting two things at once that was kinda borderline crazy. I kinda was losing my melon there for awhile but all is well. I just got milk today. Thank you God. I never stole an xbox over milk. 
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