So now Im ready for my big plan

Old 02-01-2012, 11:40 AM
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So now Im ready for my big plan

I wasnt quite ready before as ppl probably would have noticed my beast's arrogant attitude on the main thread, so let me apologize on behalf of my beast.

My beast's recent reasoning was to say to me 'Just take less than you did before and things will be ok' to which I succumbed.

Ending up in the same dead end place as before I am now wholeheartedly ready to commit to my big plan and say...

I WILL NEVER TAKE DRUGS AGAIN AND I WILL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND. -I just set the ball rolling by writing the same words over and over on a fresh sheet of paper.

So what do I do next?

I'm just getting on with reading the rest of the book right up to where my beast attacked.
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Old 02-01-2012, 01:46 PM
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Originally Posted by Harambulus View Post
So what do I do next?
Congratulations on finally taking the plunge, and welcome to life after addiction. If you haven't finished reading the book already, be sure to do so. You may also want to read through the AVRT threads, as there are some good tips scattered around in there. Don't expect anyone to "hold you accountable" to your Big Plan, though. Your Beast will quickly notice that the people on here are just words on the screen, and that no one would really know if you kept your vow or not. AVRT is the lore of self-recovery, so be sure to take full credit for your own success, because no one is likely to take the blame for any failures. Otherwise, get on with the business of living your life.

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