Creating God or having a God of my understanding?
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Creating God or having a God of my understanding?
Whats the difference if there is one?
I have pondered this question for it has been brought up on other recovery sites I belong to. I see the difference in such a question being one of awareness vs. imagination. I have an awareness attuned to the constituencies of what God is. This awareness is reveled in nature and in literature. Both bring me closer to my understanding. Both bring me to a realization. As for creating God, I see that a function of imagination (lack of a better word). A wish to extend ones desires into the realm of mystical proportions. That is to have a God based on want...a want that satisfy ones pleasure or ego. A God that fits neatly within the confines of ones pleasure or within the confining space of ones ego.
Your views are welcome, as I know SR has some very wise people here. I know my thoughts are incomplete but I'm looking forward to some expanded views on this topic. Please share freely.
I have pondered this question for it has been brought up on other recovery sites I belong to. I see the difference in such a question being one of awareness vs. imagination. I have an awareness attuned to the constituencies of what God is. This awareness is reveled in nature and in literature. Both bring me closer to my understanding. Both bring me to a realization. As for creating God, I see that a function of imagination (lack of a better word). A wish to extend ones desires into the realm of mystical proportions. That is to have a God based on want...a want that satisfy ones pleasure or ego. A God that fits neatly within the confines of ones pleasure or within the confining space of ones ego.
Your views are welcome, as I know SR has some very wise people here. I know my thoughts are incomplete but I'm looking forward to some expanded views on this topic. Please share freely.
Because you can't ever show your God to someone or prove His existence every HP is a product of the imagination. When someone goes outside, they might see "God" at work in everyday miracles..but this is the mind attempting to bring meaning into someone that awes us. Humans naturally want an exaplanation for everything. Thats why they invented supernatural causes.
People don't like the Judeo Christian God.. Thats the main reason people choose another deity. They still want religion in their life but not such a vengeful/spiteful one. lol
People don't like the Judeo Christian God.. Thats the main reason people choose another deity. They still want religion in their life but not such a vengeful/spiteful one. lol
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Even if you look at the Christian or Muslim or Jewish God.. People of those faiths can have markedly different understandings of the same God. My parents are Muslim, but they don't condone any militant actions by "Islamist" groups. The terrorist who killed an abortion doctor today probably has a very different understanding of God than your average peaceful Christian. Does a Catholic in Peru think of God the same way as one in Poland?? In African American churches God seems drastically different-more approachable, more human some would argue than the Anglo christian god.
So yea.. imagination... and culture.
So yea.. imagination... and culture.
I think the conflict of a higher power or God comes into play when we confuse the notion of a Judeo-Christian God that we have all come to know.
A God of my understanding to me is unknown and i'm comfortable with this now. Whereas trying to understand what God is means that maybe you are creating one. How can we ever have an understanding of God? It then becomes either an understanding of another persons views or a creation of our own.
My higher power is an unknown spiritual journey that i can either get aboard or get off. The more i try to understand however is when that higher power becomes a fiction of my imagination.
Paul
A God of my understanding to me is unknown and i'm comfortable with this now. Whereas trying to understand what God is means that maybe you are creating one. How can we ever have an understanding of God? It then becomes either an understanding of another persons views or a creation of our own.
My higher power is an unknown spiritual journey that i can either get aboard or get off. The more i try to understand however is when that higher power becomes a fiction of my imagination.
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I love that paul....thank you it fits very well with where i am currently at on my journey.
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Then it is experience drenched with interpretation that surmounts imagination beyond a personal realization? Hence God of my understanding.
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To thine own self be true.
Imagination is a form of awareness. It's awareness in symbols. Problem is, people often mistake the symbol for the experience, or they think the symbol is the experience. For example, take the word COW. The word COW is a symbol; it's not an actual cow. A cow, the mammal, is not a word. To know what a cow is, one must experience a cow. They must see a cow or smell it or hear it moo or watch it grazing or drink its milk. The word COW cannot be smelled, touched, tasted, heard or understood on its own.
Another example . . .
*********帝
What does that mean?
One can imagine it means all sorts of things, can they not? They can create meaning for it and whatever meaning they create is true because it's a symbol. They can use this symbol to represent an experience. Any experience--it really doesn't matter because the symbol is not the thing; it simply gives a concrete form to the experience.
That is what I mean when I say God, for me, is an experience.
Another example . . .
*********帝
What does that mean?
One can imagine it means all sorts of things, can they not? They can create meaning for it and whatever meaning they create is true because it's a symbol. They can use this symbol to represent an experience. Any experience--it really doesn't matter because the symbol is not the thing; it simply gives a concrete form to the experience.
That is what I mean when I say God, for me, is an experience.
have pondered this question for it has been brought up on other recovery sites I belong to. I see the difference in such a question being one of awareness vs. imagination. I have an awareness attuned to the constituencies of what God is. This awareness is reveled in nature and in literature. Both bring me closer to my understanding. Both bring me to a realization. As for creating God, I see that a function of imagination (lack of a better word). A wish to extend ones desires into the realm of mystical proportions. That is to have a God based on want...a want that satisfy ones pleasure or ego. A God that fits neatly within the confines of ones pleasure or within the confining space of ones ego.
I must be thicker than I thought!
Even if we are open to experiencing god, do we then invent god through our interpretations of the experience?
Type of thing, lol.
Maybe Zen will enlighten us..
Sorry, bad pun.
Does it mean that when we are invited, in 12 step recovery, to find a G*d of our understanding, that we have a choice of either inventing one (which would be a pretty godlike activity in its own right, so I guess that's the bit about "ego" in the opening post), or simply finding "understanding", a concept or definition we can "agree" with?
Those two would seem to be too much like "conclusions". Endings. Destinations.
Every time I tried to define G*d, I did him - and me - an injustice. I like the purpose of the Tao, the warmth of the Father and the inclusion of the One.
You know what they say - more will be revealed.
Sorry, bad pun.
Does it mean that when we are invited, in 12 step recovery, to find a G*d of our understanding, that we have a choice of either inventing one (which would be a pretty godlike activity in its own right, so I guess that's the bit about "ego" in the opening post), or simply finding "understanding", a concept or definition we can "agree" with?
Those two would seem to be too much like "conclusions". Endings. Destinations.
Every time I tried to define G*d, I did him - and me - an injustice. I like the purpose of the Tao, the warmth of the Father and the inclusion of the One.
You know what they say - more will be revealed.
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Originally Posted by paulmh
Does it mean that when we are invited, in 12 step recovery, to find a G*d of our understanding, that we have a choice of either inventing one (which would be a pretty godlike activity in its own right, so I guess that's the bit about "ego" in the opening post), or simply finding "understanding", a concept or definition we can "agree" with?
I think I need to be open to it and not feel like I know what it should look like, or that it should look like anything.
This is why I have trouble with the God Squad in A.A. I don't particularly want to hear about your (or anyone's) interpretation of God, and I really don't need you to tell me that it's "God and not Higher Power".
I certainly don't invent it...
M
This is why I have trouble with the God Squad in A.A. I don't particularly want to hear about your (or anyone's) interpretation of God, and I really don't need you to tell me that it's "God and not Higher Power".
I certainly don't invent it...
M
I was thinking about this recently as I did step 3 again, I know what I don't like the sound of when people share about God and I know what "feels" right to me....but I am starting to think I am placing too narrow a constraint on things, like I think I know all about it already.
Any acknowledgement of a higher power, in this case we're refering to it as God, is a matter of faith. I know this is a computer keyboard that I'm currently using. I believe in the existence of a higher power, and this belief isn't based on an experience but is strictly a matter of faith. I cannot see God, but I can see a tree. I accept that God made the tree as a matter of faith.
If I want to project an image of God in my mind, then this is imagination. I imagine what God looks like but I've never seen him. Our faith is usually determined by enviroment and experience, the enviroment usually referring to our upbringing and education. My higher power is a Christian God who's loving and merciful. I get upset with him because he won't let my drink, but he pays no attention to how I feel about that topic. Your higher power may be something entirely different. Or you may be an athiest or agnostic.
People sometimes get wrapped around the axle when coming to the 3rd step of AA. What we do here is acknowledge that somewhere in this existence of ours there is something that's greater than we are. We could't get sober on our own. We need the help of something that's greater that we are. If we don't accept the fact that we're not the greatest, best thing that has ever existed, then we're in trouble. There's nothing better than we are to turn to for help.
If you want to prove that God exists or doesn't, take it up with a theologian. Sobriety isn't an existential exercise. It's a simple program of recovery. It's a life where we no longer consume alcohol.
If I want to project an image of God in my mind, then this is imagination. I imagine what God looks like but I've never seen him. Our faith is usually determined by enviroment and experience, the enviroment usually referring to our upbringing and education. My higher power is a Christian God who's loving and merciful. I get upset with him because he won't let my drink, but he pays no attention to how I feel about that topic. Your higher power may be something entirely different. Or you may be an athiest or agnostic.
People sometimes get wrapped around the axle when coming to the 3rd step of AA. What we do here is acknowledge that somewhere in this existence of ours there is something that's greater than we are. We could't get sober on our own. We need the help of something that's greater that we are. If we don't accept the fact that we're not the greatest, best thing that has ever existed, then we're in trouble. There's nothing better than we are to turn to for help.
If you want to prove that God exists or doesn't, take it up with a theologian. Sobriety isn't an existential exercise. It's a simple program of recovery. It's a life where we no longer consume alcohol.
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