It's been 31 days!!
It's been 31 days!!
Today is my 31st day clean. I feel fantastic!!!! I have not had a vicodin in 31 days!! A year ago, I never would have thought I could do that. Hell, a month ago, I didn't think I could do it. But I did. And for today, I am choosing not to use.
I hope everyone has a great clean day.
I hope everyone has a great clean day.
still moment by moment
Join Date: Feb 2005
Location: on my way back to me
Posts: 83
me too!!!
I also took my last vicodin at about 6 PM on January 30. So I think this is my 32 day.
Am I proud? Not really - more amazed actually. I was so desperately tied to those things. So absolutely physically dependant. I know I should be proud - but I'm still ashamed that I got addicted in the first place. Ok, well, I'm getting less and less ashamed and I'm slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwly learning to accept it.
I think I will be a lot more proud, when I stop fantasizing about them. I still do. In fact, I still think about eating them. But... well.... so far so good.
You sound GREAT though Roxanne!
Erin
Am I proud? Not really - more amazed actually. I was so desperately tied to those things. So absolutely physically dependant. I know I should be proud - but I'm still ashamed that I got addicted in the first place. Ok, well, I'm getting less and less ashamed and I'm slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwly learning to accept it.
I think I will be a lot more proud, when I stop fantasizing about them. I still do. In fact, I still think about eating them. But... well.... so far so good.
You sound GREAT though Roxanne!
Erin
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Join Date: Feb 2005
Location: MANCHESTER, GA
Posts: 5
You Go
I KNOW THAT GREAT FEELING TOO!!!!!!!!!
32 DAYS OFF METHADONE MYSELF. STILL REAL WEAK , BUT STILL GOING STRONG. AND FOR ALL THAT STILL THINK ABOUT WANTING THEM THINK ABOUT HOW FAR WE HAVE COME. WE CAN'T GO BACK WE HAVE ALREADY CAME SO FAR. I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!TRISH
32 DAYS OFF METHADONE MYSELF. STILL REAL WEAK , BUT STILL GOING STRONG. AND FOR ALL THAT STILL THINK ABOUT WANTING THEM THINK ABOUT HOW FAR WE HAVE COME. WE CAN'T GO BACK WE HAVE ALREADY CAME SO FAR. I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!TRISH
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