Day 4 Kindling is real !
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Day 4 Kindling is real !
Well, as a lot of you have said on here, withdrawal symptoms get worse the more times you go through it ! A hangover used to be a one day affair, then as my drinking got worse maybe two. Now I am on Day 4 and can barely get out of bed I feel so tired and dizzy. If anything, I feel worse than yesterday ! . This is exacerbated by the fact I am FURIOUS with myself for getting in this state AGAIN ! Anyway, am making sure I eat properly and am drinking lots of water. NEVER EVER EVER AGAIN !
Over two years on ICDT, I'll still get phantom hangovers out of the blue. A few days a month I wake up and feel like I've been hit by a train. Such bad memories those episodes conjure. But the fog lifts after a few minutes in the still-asleep-almost-awake world and then sweet relief that it is just my brain still healing and re-wiring.
Hang in there. Wise SR people often point out that it took years to make this mess and it will logically take some time to clean it up.
Hang in there. Wise SR people often point out that it took years to make this mess and it will logically take some time to clean it up.
I found out the hard way too Ican. It's a lesson worth learning, and can be what turns the key.
My daughter just readmitted to hospital. Psychotic. I'm glad I don't drink any longer Ican, our kids are worth more than that. Show them what we're made of.
I'm learning to let go. I got kindled on attachment.
My daughter just readmitted to hospital. Psychotic. I'm glad I don't drink any longer Ican, our kids are worth more than that. Show them what we're made of.
I'm learning to let go. I got kindled on attachment.
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