Double Digits!!! Day 10
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Double Digits!!! Day 10
Today is Day 10 for me. I am feeling really good. This time around, as there has been many, I am really and seriously just focusing on one day at a time. Counting ahead to set date marks doesn't seem to work for me rather than stress me out. I am just focusing on waking up and deciding that I will not drink for the next 24 hours and that's all. I have accomplished so much in these last 10 days and it's so nice to be able to look back and not have a day that was wasted on the couch hungover or some stupid thing I did because I was drinking. I was in control and aware for 10 days and that is awesome. My motor skills are sharpening with my music as well which is so meaningful to me. I am very proud to say I have made it to the double digit mark. I thank SR for being here for me as a constant place to turn when I need to. Thank you, here's to another 24!
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I hope so! I booked an outdoor gig tonight for this coming Saturday and it's already stressing me out about the booze as it's a street party. But I just need to keep reminding myself that today is today I'll deal with that on Saturday when it's actually happening.
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Thank you everyone. I will revisit all your positive thoughts, especially if I need to reread them next Sat. And yes Dee, I haven't played live without drinks in a while but I am looking forward to taking it on and being fully there with my head and my motor functions
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