Day 137
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Day 137
So this is the longest time I have ever been sober. Feels great this milestone.
Successful this far because of daily reading on SR, and giving myself small targets. Now my target is 6 months.
The other day at the grocery store I found myself standing in front of the cases of beer for a few minutes. I snapped out of it and went about my day.
mint made me wonder though about what I was thinking.
My life before sobriety, if it could be scaled from 1-10, 1 being abject misery and 10 being euphoria was a constant back and forth between 1 and 10. No in betweens.
Now life is a steady 6. Often a 7. But never beyond. I think I need to understand that this is enough and make peace with that.
I never regret not drinking at 7am after all.
Stay safe everyone. And enjoy your weekend!
Successful this far because of daily reading on SR, and giving myself small targets. Now my target is 6 months.
The other day at the grocery store I found myself standing in front of the cases of beer for a few minutes. I snapped out of it and went about my day.
mint made me wonder though about what I was thinking.
My life before sobriety, if it could be scaled from 1-10, 1 being abject misery and 10 being euphoria was a constant back and forth between 1 and 10. No in betweens.
Now life is a steady 6. Often a 7. But never beyond. I think I need to understand that this is enough and make peace with that.
I never regret not drinking at 7am after all.
Stay safe everyone. And enjoy your weekend!
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