Originally Posted by MLD51

Thanks for posting this, Nerf. I was also living in fear when I still drank. Alcohol does goofy things to our brains - I was always prone to anxiety, even as a kid, but the addition of alcohol to the mix made me a complete mess of fear, anxiety, and depression. But it was irrational a lot of the time - Like Colorado said - I was afraid of shadows but then I'd go get drunk and put myself in truly dangerous situations without giving it a thought. Now I still get anxious sometimes, but I'd consider it almost normal now - at least it's not bad enough where I feel like I need medication anymore. And I've learned ways to deal with the anxiety when it comes up.

You really are talented, judging by the avatar. I wish you the best in the future with your art!

And wishing the best for your dad, too.