thing are bad again
Earth Child
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
Posts: 2,004
thing are bad again
i took an overdose last night been at the hospital am fine medically but mentally am not so good
went to two meetings today it helped i called my sponsor and talk to her about what was going on my heart hurts
waiting on DBT seeing my dr and psych soon psychs at the hosptal didnt help but i didnt make sence i was too ****** up talk home now
not coping with life
sorry you all dont need this i take take take i suck the life from everyone
went to two meetings today it helped i called my sponsor and talk to her about what was going on my heart hurts
waiting on DBT seeing my dr and psych soon psychs at the hosptal didnt help but i didnt make sence i was too ****** up talk home now
not coping with life
sorry you all dont need this i take take take i suck the life from everyone
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I'm so glad you're safe Wolfschild. I'm so sorry for your struggles. I hope and pray that you will find peace. It's good to know that you are getting help.
You don't ever need to apologize for how you feel. You are always welcome to post here and to say what's on your mind.
You don't ever need to apologize for how you feel. You are always welcome to post here and to say what's on your mind.
weewillie
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: Scotland UK
Posts: 56
WoolfsChild, that is so sad to read, it almost brings tears to the eye. 
I truly, truly hope you find the mental energy to lift yourself out of your present dark feelings.
I know how you must be feeling, I've been there a few times way back in the past. Anna's words "You don't ever need to apologize for how you feel" are so true. My own sponsor, said the same to me way back in those dark days of the past.
You will have many members praying for you, it would be an honour to join them in prayer.
May God be with you closer than ever.
Fight the good fight.
Respectfully.
weewillie.
I truly, truly hope you find the mental energy to lift yourself out of your present dark feelings.
I know how you must be feeling, I've been there a few times way back in the past. Anna's words "You don't ever need to apologize for how you feel" are so true. My own sponsor, said the same to me way back in those dark days of the past.
You will have many members praying for you, it would be an honour to join them in prayer.
May God be with you closer than ever.
Fight the good fight.
Respectfully.
weewillie.
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Join Date: Jun 2016
Location: Adelaide, Australia
Posts: 28,752
No Wolf- you do not suck anything from anyone. You are reaching out for help, for support. I am glad your o/d failed. Life- all life, including yours- is too precious.
You have done all the good stuff- meetings, help from professionals. I went through a time just over 3y ago- well documented so will not bore you with the details, but at that time- I had never felt so alone, in some much pain- both physically and emotionally- so terribly alone.
It was being in the moment I hated- feeling so crap- in that moment. I went to meetings, figuring I may as well feel crap in a crowd, than isolate. I did everything the professionals asked me to do- and I 'used' the services and support these people could offer- even if I saw no point in it.
After a time- my living situation became safe, and I really started to rebuild myself- in body and mind. I was worse than a train wreck. It was the daily support that was the deal breaker.
Then doing a mindless word search, found SR and have posted daily- (except for one statewide, day long power blackout and a computer virus for one day)
ever since. Just to know someone- anywhere, was 'listening' really helped.
I joined lots of different threads in the Newcomer's forum. I read more than post- and there is a wealth if info- from people's personal stories, to tools and plans on having a good recovery.
Keep posting.
My prayers and support to you.
You have done all the good stuff- meetings, help from professionals. I went through a time just over 3y ago- well documented so will not bore you with the details, but at that time- I had never felt so alone, in some much pain- both physically and emotionally- so terribly alone.
It was being in the moment I hated- feeling so crap- in that moment. I went to meetings, figuring I may as well feel crap in a crowd, than isolate. I did everything the professionals asked me to do- and I 'used' the services and support these people could offer- even if I saw no point in it.
After a time- my living situation became safe, and I really started to rebuild myself- in body and mind. I was worse than a train wreck. It was the daily support that was the deal breaker.
Then doing a mindless word search, found SR and have posted daily- (except for one statewide, day long power blackout and a computer virus for one day)
ever since. Just to know someone- anywhere, was 'listening' really helped.
I joined lots of different threads in the Newcomer's forum. I read more than post- and there is a wealth if info- from people's personal stories, to tools and plans on having a good recovery.
Keep posting.
My prayers and support to you.
Earth Child
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
Posts: 2,004
today i went to my morning circle at the hospital home now waiting for a friends to come over going to watch the Freddy mercury film
got a meeting later have some side effects from the od i keep twitching a lot i went to the meeting last night and they though i was a newcomer sat through the meetings two of them i didn't talk much i just told them about the od unsure if i am at day 2 or what i was 4 months unsure if i still am
got a meeting later have some side effects from the od i keep twitching a lot i went to the meeting last night and they though i was a newcomer sat through the meetings two of them i didn't talk much i just told them about the od unsure if i am at day 2 or what i was 4 months unsure if i still am
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WolfChild, the main thing is that you're taking action and caring for yourself. I'm glad to hear from you. And, I think you will love Bohemian Rhapsody. I'm sure it will raise your spirits and make you smile.
Earth Child
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
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av always loved Queen even from a young age ... i remember the live aid concert i was watching it and when Freddy mercury came on the stage you knew he belong there and he help them get the money for people in Africa
wasnt that long after it he died he still on the stage even now ...music he wrote was amazing there is no one like Freddy mercury he was one and the only one who made the music his own heart and soul he was the greatest there is no one like him
am doing ok getting to meetings as normal
wasnt that long after it he died he still on the stage even now ...music he wrote was amazing there is no one like Freddy mercury he was one and the only one who made the music his own heart and soul he was the greatest there is no one like him
am doing ok getting to meetings as normal
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