PeaceInSilence

I don't feel like drinking today, I didn't feel like doing it yesterday or the day before that but I do feel like running away in my mind, to quieten the thoughts I think about myself, I keep telling myself things will work out just as they are supposed to, that I feel pain because I'm putting the action in that I should have done a long time ago but it still hurts! I want to take it back but I can't! I need to be strong but feeling like you are hurting someone else, and having no choice in it in order to move forward and not keep doing the same thing over and over again.

I never want to see another day 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 again.

Onto day 8!

Peace x

Kid50