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I'm ready to begin my path to recovery and never touch an adderral again..... I'm a single mama of two, I run my own small business and I'm practically wonder woman.... Even before Addis... now I'm smoking , my blood pressure is high and I've tapered off thinking "I got this"
I just want myself back, I want the extra money I throw away buying it... I want to just feel at peace within myself again.... No one knows since I've always been high energy but no one sees me crying at night just hating myself for even touching them....
I just want myself back, I want the extra money I throw away buying it... I want to just feel at peace within myself again.... No one knows since I've always been high energy but no one sees me crying at night just hating myself for even touching them....
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Originally Posted by ADDicted86 
I'm ready to begin my path to recovery and never touch an adderral again..... I'm a single mama of two, I run my own small business and I'm practically wonder woman.... Even before Addis... now I'm smoking , my blood pressure is high and I've tapered off thinking "I got this"
I just want myself back, I want the extra money I throw away buying it... I want to just feel at peace within myself again.... No one knows since I've always been high energy but no one sees me crying at night just hating myself for even touching them....
I just want myself back, I want the extra money I throw away buying it... I want to just feel at peace within myself again.... No one knows since I've always been high energy but no one sees me crying at night just hating myself for even touching them....
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Originally Posted by TYG2
I've prescribed Amphetamines for Treatment Resistant Depression. I hate having to take it but it works afte suffering since 1993, trying every SSRI, etc. Finally a reliable study proved Adderall/Amphetamines work ffor treatment resistant depression. AND IT DOES. I have to take this drug after suicide attempts, etc. And here you are buying it to get a buzz. God only knows how many mgs give you a buzz. Try walking in my shoes for a different perspective.
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Don't know much about amphetamines but it sounds like you (or others) are expecting too much from you, if that makes sense? If you are abusing meds to be "superwoman" maybe that is the root of the problem?
Kudos for wanting to get better and fingers crossed you find the support here to find peace and balance 🤞🤗
Kudos for wanting to get better and fingers crossed you find the support here to find peace and balance 🤞🤗
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Originally Posted by Vinificent
Don't know much about amphetamines but it sounds like you (or others) are expecting too much from you, if that makes sense? If you are abusing meds to be "superwoman" maybe that is the root of the problem?
Kudos for wanting to get better and fingers crossed you find the support here to find peace and balance 🤞🤗
Kudos for wanting to get better and fingers crossed you find the support here to find peace and balance 🤞🤗
But little does everyone know it's killing me inside... I don't do the all nighters and because I'm in nutrition as well I know what I need to supplement with in order to stay away from that dehydrated legal meth look.... I mask it all so well ....
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