Originally Posted by doggonecarl

So is today Day One?

Originally Posted by Ohme

I went outside that day and it was a beautiful fall day. The sun streaming into the yard and the air was crisp and gorgeous. But I couldn't do anything about it, I had to go back to bed and puke on myself some more, apparently. I changed my beautiful Saturday with those I love in for getting wasted with people I didn't know or care about, and who didn't care about me.
Somewhere along the line I lost my ability to stop myself from getting to that point.
I'm over it. Try to think of it not as something I'm losing but something I'm gaining. Post again tomorrow on your day one, and we'll be right here.