Glad to be here!
Glad to be here!
I have been in and out of "recovery" about 4 times. I loved being sober, and I didn't realize how much....until I wasn't. I have been fortunate to have been able to put quite a few years of sobriety together, 3 separate times......but the (in-between) relapses have essentially ruined almost 20 years (total) of sobriety. I have embarrassed myself, my family members (including my wonderful husband of 19 years).....and I am SO very tired of the incomprehensible demoralization.
It's time....once and for all.....thank you all for being here.
It's time....once and for all.....thank you all for being here.
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Join Date: Sep 2017
Posts: 22
[ incomprehensible demoralization ]
Hi Clarity.
Your words are exactly how I feel everytime I drink because it always ends up in shame and self loathing.
I despise myself right now. Day 4
I understand completely. Welcome🤗
Hi Clarity.
Your words are exactly how I feel everytime I drink because it always ends up in shame and self loathing.
I despise myself right now. Day 4
I understand completely. Welcome🤗
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Join Date: Oct 2015
Posts: 50
Some relationships are broken beyond repair. I believe we are usually given plenty of warnings before that happens, though. Ignore at your peril.
But you can learn to forgive yourself and those who had to step away for their own sanity and could not forgive you. It's an easier life that way.
But you can learn to forgive yourself and those who had to step away for their own sanity and could not forgive you. It's an easier life that way.
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Join Date: Aug 2015
Posts: 1,518
Welcome clarity7 . You made a great decision to stop drinking . This is a wonderful site full of likeminded people willing to help eachother stay sober .
Icandothis , welcome also and same message .
Please keep posting
Icandothis , welcome also and same message .
Please keep posting
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