It's been a good while.
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I've been doing great. I've lost control one time in the last few months. But that's still scary. My fiance is a great woman. Very honest with me. I do ask one thing. Recently I have been having this overwhelming feeling of shame and guilt. Its like the memories of all the things I did when drinking pushed on me. Makes me wonder if maybe I should have stuck with the aa plan. Like the 8th step. It's like it came back to haunt me.
Hi Vendetta - good to hear from you.
I dunno much about step 8 - but my shame and guilt receded more and more into the distance the more I built a meaningful sober life I loved.
Today became more important to me than yesterday.
I hope you'll find the same.
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I dunno much about step 8 - but my shame and guilt receded more and more into the distance the more I built a meaningful sober life I loved.
Today became more important to me than yesterday.
I hope you'll find the same.
D
It wasn't an overnight process for me either.
It took a little faith that I'd eventually be ok...I'd spent 20 to 30 years getting to the point where I gave up drink and drugs - it took me maybe a year to feel like I was happy, fulfilled and not ashamed.
I think that's a pretty good deal...but yeah, you'll need patience
You'll need perseverance too.
It took some work for me to discover exactly why I was miserable, and then to work out what to do about that without resorting to drinking.
Are you sober now?
D
It took a little faith that I'd eventually be ok...I'd spent 20 to 30 years getting to the point where I gave up drink and drugs - it took me maybe a year to feel like I was happy, fulfilled and not ashamed.
I think that's a pretty good deal...but yeah, you'll need patience
You'll need perseverance too.
It took some work for me to discover exactly why I was miserable, and then to work out what to do about that without resorting to drinking.
Are you sober now?
D
Same here. Kept me awake. Kept me looking over my shoulder. Constant stress and tension always lead me back to the bottle. I would have walked away if I could, but I had to deal with it to get any peace. That AA thing worked well for me. Step 5 and 9 in particular.
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