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Old 09-29-2016, 04:10 PM
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Day 12..... mixed up again

Morning guys,

After a great day 11 feeling positive, little to no anxiety and plenty of energy i've woken on day 12 with pretty much the opposite of all that full of anxiety, little energy and heaps of negative feelings.. looking forward to some stability, hopefully soon.. happy weekend to everyone
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Keep it up! Those days are the worst, but they do pass. I hope you have a fantastic weekend.
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Old 09-29-2016, 04:23 PM
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Early recovery is a bit of an emotional rollercoaster Dim but,. as I'm sure you know, it's not forever and things will even out

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Old 09-29-2016, 04:30 PM
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Sending better vibes your way. Hang in there , you can do this.
"Looking forward" is a great way to see (and a sign) that though negative feelings can sometimes abound , they will and do change.
Have you ever looked into mindfulness and or meditation ?
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Dim, I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. You're doing great!
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Originally Posted by dwtbd View Post
Sending better vibes your way. Hang in there , you can do this.
"Looking forward" is a great way to see (and a sign) that though negative feelings can sometimes abound , they will and do change.
Have you ever looked into mindfulness and or meditation ?
Yes definitely been meditating and practicing mindfulness but only helping me so much at the moment... trying to stay focussed...
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I totally understand. Remember that even when a day feels bad, it helps add up to a better, sober you.

Come here and say whatever's on your mind, good or sucky. Just don't drink!
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Old 09-29-2016, 05:14 PM
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Hey Dim! I think you are doing great!
I'm newly sober and am not qualified to give too much advice, but I know from quitting booze and starting that the early recovery roller coaster from hell DOES PASS and dissapear.
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I love this poem by Rumi. It has some things to say about those pesky negative feelings.

The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice.
meet them at the door laughing and invite them in.

Be grateful for whatever comes.
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

Hope you feel better Dim -- as Scarlett O' Hara says, "Tomorrow is another day!"
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Originally Posted by MeSoSober View Post
I love this poem by Rumi. It has some things to say about those pesky negative feelings.

The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice.
meet them at the door laughing and invite them in.

Be grateful for whatever comes.
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

Hope you feel better Dim -- as Scarlett O' Hara says, "Tomorrow is another day!"

Wow ... I ADORE that poem and it sure resonates with me. Thank you so much for sharing that.
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Old 09-29-2016, 06:24 PM
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Originally Posted by Windancer View Post
Wow ... I ADORE that poem and it sure resonates with me. Thank you so much for sharing that.
Needless to say, I love it too. I'm glad you enjoyed it. I love the idea of meeting nasty, negative emotions with laughter and inviting them in to make room for joy later.

I want to frame it and put it on my wall. :-)
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I know what it feels like but hang in there....I am in early recovery too and feel exhausted, sick, and often depressed but it passes. Good luck.
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Congratulations Dim
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Day 18, feeling the same. At least I know why I'm on this roller coaster so I can rationalize it.
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Keep pushing through Dim, Day 12 is fantastic!!
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Day 18 and feel weak, sick, nausea and angry. AV knocking at door but not opening. Good movie, nice herbal tea and early night to wake up to a new day sober. Thank you God. Good luck all.☺
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Hows it going Dim?

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Originally Posted by carlingford View Post
Day 18 and feel weak, sick, nausea and angry. AV knocking at door but not opening. Good movie, nice herbal tea and early night to wake up to a new day sober. Thank you God. Good luck all.☺
Congrats on 18 days Carlingford. Brilliant!
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Hey Dim, good to see you here. :-)
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