BD84

Nothing new except for I didnt get caught or get in trouble this time. Those times were for others and myself then I would convince myself I didnt have a problem. This time is for me and only me but will affect others in NOTHING but positive ways. I am 20lbs heavier than I need to be and the neurological withdrawl symptoms nightmare every week then binging again on thr weekend will kill me one day. Please pray for me and I am sorry in advance I didnt listen to you guys in February.

Thanks,

BD

doggonecarl

Welcome back. I see that I was the last reply to your post in Feb. What I said then still applies:

"Hope your plan, moving forward, is complete and utter sobriety. "

BD84

Thanks. It has to be. I cant live like this. Eye and arm wont stop twitching. I know when I try to sleep I wont and when I almost do a hypnic jerk will wake me up. I am so tired of the rollercoaster.

Volshen

Welcome back.

Tonymblue

Keep trying. Youre story my story .Day 1 for me as well.

BD84

Last night was hell. Wost withdrawl so far. Muscles twitching all over. My plan is to never go through that night 1 again. This has gone too far.

So over alcohol.

JD

Do you have a plan BD? When you feel like hell it's easy to stay sober. When you start feeling better is when you need a solid plan to stay sober.

Meraviglioso

Glad to see you back. I promise you sobriety is worth it.

BD84

This thread was an admission. I will post the plan in a new thread. I had a My Story post now its time for My Plan. I have never shared a plan with you guys that didn't include drinking in some way. Today that changes.

August252015

You are my prayer focus today. First one just sent up.

ScottFromWI

Glad to hear that BD - there are a lot of people here that can help you with that plan if you would so choose.