Makrellen

Hi, it's me again

First, thanks lovely SR/people for all the good help and advice you give.
Maybe some day I can help others too.

I'm back on (the sober) track.

Last binge drunkenness was this weekend.
Feel like total $hit now, withdrawal, massive headache, tinnitus, depression, stress and general terrible mental state.

Have been reading my old posts, as suggested.
It helps to see how I've been fooling and repeating myself (well isn't that just classic addiction..)

I have a problem with alcohol, it destroys my life and it needs to stop.
I want to have a decent, productive, honest, social life. And it starts from now.
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Maybe I should read this post once a month/week to stay on track..

SoberLeigh

Welcome back, Makrellen. Nice to see you.

Reading your old posts is a great start.

Do you have any other kind of a plan?

Dee compiled some really great links; I'll find them and post them for you.

SoberLeigh

Here is the link, Makrellen:

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...highlight=psst

nova84

Nice to 'meet' you Makrellen 👋 hoping you feel better soon and are able to achieve your vision statement x

Dee74

welcome back makrellen

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Hevyn

Wonderful to see you back, Makrellen. We have to be ready - sounds like you are.

Anna

I'm glad you're back and I hope you come up with a plan that works for you.

least

Welcome back! You know there's a lot of support here for you.

Oroszlan

I just rejoined again too. Wishing you the best.

Zebra1275

Welcome back!

Makrellen

Not at the moment.
Other than a strong "hate" towards drinking and its impact on my life, and a strong desire to get better, which makes it much easier to just stop it.
But I'm aware that I will later go "Ah this is going great, let's celebrate, just tonight" or be tempted in other situations.
I will look at the thread you posted, and try to have some plans/tools to stay on track. Thanks

Donuth

I'm in the same boat and not ready to never drink again.