liberty1010

Not worth a s#!t lol but I'm still here and still fighting!!!

liberty1010

Still feelin pretty lousy. Cold sweats, every joint hurts especially my shoulders, severe anxiety and extreme irritability!!!! But other than that I'm freakin ducky lol

strangeangel

While shopping for vitamins to help clear the sh*t out of my system, the nice gentleman Who helped me after I explained my situation gave me the warmest smile and told me to "be kind to yourself, you're making big changes".. That stuck with me, Liberty! I replay that when I'm beating myself up for chowing down on comfort foods and just feeling crappy. Be kind to yourself, you're worth it! ((Hug))

liberty1010

I'm really not feeling like being kind to myself right now. The exact opposite quite frankly I mean I'm not going to hurt myself or anything like that. But I'm just so pissed at myself for walking back down this cold, dark and lonely path... I knew where it leads because I've walked it before! Years ago my doc prescribed me Xanax to deal with anxiety attacks I was having from having to cope with the death of my daughter and that was my first intro to prescription drugs and I was an addict for about 6 yrs before getting straight for 5 yrs (still an addict but in recovery) so it's not like I haven't already kicked this garbage before... I think that's why this time around I'm alot more emotional and really beatin myself up.... cuz I really feel I deserve to hurt more this time around. One stupid Irishman I am!!!!

Dee74

Stoip beating yourself up - use that energy to keep moving forward liberty

The worse you feel about yourself the easier it is to rationalise one more time - stay strong!

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