I dont deserve to be happy..
I also have to add that yesterday was the first time i YEARS that I actually looked in the mirror and saw a different person staring back at me. I use to avoid the mirror I just hated myself so bad. But I even thought the negative thoughts towards myself ro a second but they didn't last!
Things get better, Mary. And, yes, we deserve to be happy.
I've found that life in sobriety isn't a non-stop giggle fest. Instead, sobriety has opened doors for me against a larger backdrop of contentment. That's a big change, a welcome one for which I'm grateful everyday.
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